today is a super tiring day.
whole day playing sports from morning till evening.
feel like sleeping for more than 12 hours to get back all the energy that i've lost.
ytd chat with muhd some stuffs.
yeah,
things changes,
and we always regret the things we had done.
thinking if only we did this/that back then.
i used to think of "if only" and "what if" a lot of times.
i always say "if only i have done that back then."
i also said "what if i got there?"
but i never thought of now!

i always think about the past.
and i feel sad about things that had happened.
the past is the past,
it's a "WAS" and "WERE".
and i should forget about them,
all my past mistakes too.
=)
i shall learn to appreciate every "today" that i spend,
and really make full use of it.

during cell,
jon taught us about the new and the old.
when we came to accept christ,
a new us is borned,
and our old us is dead.
but satan always tried to bring back our old self.
i realized my worst habit in the past was actually not scolding a lot of vulgarities,
but it's judging other people.

Matthew 7 says,
"Do not judge, or you too will be judged.
2For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measure to you.
3"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?
4How can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye?
5You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye.

i think i should meditate on this verse and stop judging others!!!!
i wanna apologize to those i had judged =(
okay sleeping time for me!
nights.