| today got rapelling, rock climbing and archery at northbrooks. but due to rain only got rapelling. after sch, went to change. but rain, so we all stuck at opss. shaorui called sir james, so he came and fetch us there. we left our bags with the security guards. went northbrooks, do rapelling. they all called sean wee "MR PRO" haha. linchuan was still like last year, dare not go down. 5.30 liao, we still havent finish. so shaorui and joel went back sch with sir james to bring our bags. end up only joel came back, shaorui say he got tution need go home. then joel and i were betting, shaorui confirm in sch with adeline de. coz starting of the day, both of us were saying adeline is more impt than aq to shaorui. rapelling ends around 6, then sir wanna send us home. but on the way, realize sean's bag not in van. so went back opss to search. we went back, and guess what we saw? shaorui sitting at study corner there with ....... u all shld know lah. after that found sean's bag, then sir james send us home. in the van, joel was saying "Sir, things had been proven. girl is more impt" LOL... sir send chuan home first, then after that send darren and sean who stay near each other. van drive pass opss, then next joel. his carpark zigzag de. sir drive in turn left, right, left, left, right, left then reach his carpark at 614 there -.- then after that next is keeching, sembawang. so im the last again ^ ^ haha everytime when sir send us home, im the last coz i stay amk ^ ^ but really want thank him, coz he send me home many times le. reach keeching hse le, went down and to the back of the van to take our belongings. alot books and fullscap do not belong to us!! and somemore got my class, valerie de bio and emaths txtbk!!! -.- shaorui and joel take things without seeing names de loh. so van drive all the way from sembawang, pass northpoint, pass khartib, pass lentor, pass phs, pass mayflower, pass amk, then my hse le ^ ^ reach home 7.15pm. sian, wont be doing my hw, coz i wanna spend all my time to study chem test. so i will do my hw tml morning in sch. today bio lesson didnt sleep. haha, usually bio lesson i will fall asleep de, coz the lesson can make me sleep. but today mr chua come in, first thing say " Today, I'm going to teach you about SEX!" lol, then the whole lesson was quite fun. if his lessons can like that, i guess i wont fall asleep that easy le. sat got map reading test, but just found out from sherman open team dont need go. then linchuan also maybe not going alpha. so sat afternoon, i have to go to hq at great world city there all the way from punggol myself!!!!! sian!!! tml at night 7.30 got commitee meeting at church office, so will be another busy day le. hope next week can feel more relax, lesser hw lah. found out engkiong that northbrooks nv give hw de. good loh, i recently filled with hws!!! holiday got remedial also!!! haiz... got to go study chem le, then study finish sleep liao. ^ ^ BYEBYE. |
| haha ytd went home with small aloy and joel, and something funny happen. at CK shop there, small aloy accidentally kick a bird on the bird, then it flew forward to joel's shoulder. HAHA!!! joel was scared. haha if the bird didnt flew away, he will look like a pirate with a bird on his shoulder. today got chem remedial. of all the remedials, i can say chem is my favourite. coz other remedials i always will fall asleep de, even in class. but as for chem remedial, i sure wont feel sleepy de. haha maybe becoz of doing practical bah. after remedial, i went around disturbing ppl with my 'PINKIE'!! haha if those kena by me one sure know what is 'PINKIE' de lah!!! first victim of the day is THEH WEI MING!!!! finally i more GL than him le!!! haha my last victim of the day is ONG SHAO RUI! ee he nv wash his hand after that, then somemore use his hand hold pen, touch books, bags, papers and his stead. EEEEEEE!!! feeling sleepy everyday, even slept in class these few days. since two weeks ago having a very slight headache, but today it got worst. tml after sch will be going over northbrooks for rock-climbing etc etc. then thurs got chem test, i havent study yet. fri got alpha weekend, will be going to sir eng kiat's hse to stay. will be back at sat night, but sat afternoon need pia down to hq for map-reading test for AQ! linchuan and i are selected to go, but he not going alpha weekend. coz he say ma fan to go alpha, then go hq again. so i will go with sherman and leslie loh. haha i realize something, shaorui have '2nd' CCA!!! LIBRARY!!!!! haha ytd at 4.30 like that, i wanna go library use com do proposal de. but i go in, the teacher in-charge say library close le. then i saw a boy so familiar in front with another girl also very familiar de. the girl is the librarian, but the boy isn't. then i was thinking how come library close le still got a BB boy inside helping the librarian arrange the books ah?? haha so guys, if u wanna find shaorui every monday, go library. he will sure be there will another girl de. HAHA! okay that's all for today, bye |
| ytd meet joel 6pm at ocbc there de bus-stop. we went to watch epic movie together with small aloy and weishen. the movie wasn't that nice, but also wasn't that bad lah... quite funny, but a short movie too, lasted only an hour+++ after that went to 925 for supper, weishen ps go find someone liao. after supper, aloy walked home himself. joel and me took the same bus, then i slept in the bus. luckily zun zun reach my bus-stop, i woke up. haha if not i miss one stop need walk from bishan park there all the way back. today went to weiming hse. meet darren and manxing at yishun mrt there de bus-stop at 5 to take 169. actually i can take 169 near my hse there de bus-stop. but becoz i forget where to alight, so i decided to go with darren and manxing. weiming hse is big! especially his room!!! haha when reached his hse, we went into his room. there is around 15 ppl in his room!!! my room cant even fit in so many ppl. we all went dinner together at upper thomson there. our table order 2 plates meat, 1 plate vege, 1 plate tou fu and 6 rice. the other table all is eat their own de. the food there not bad, better than my hse downstairs de coffee shop haha. after dinner, they decided to go yishun near chong pang there play dota -.- i didnt play, so hang around there see them play play loh... around 9+ i went home, walk to the bus-stop at kharib camp there. slept in the bus, coz i know i sure wont miss my bus-stop de, even if miss its only 3 stops from interchange. just walk back from amk interchange loh haha haha anyway feeling abit happy these few days, but at the same time sad too. haha im mixed with feelings LOL... gonna go sleep soon le, tml need wake up early. haha ok nitez everyone!! ChengKok play blackjack very qian da!! MingZhou brought $19 and left $5 like that. WeiMing took $6 only and won $20++ Darren won $10++ ManXing actually won a "fish n chips" meal, but lost again. |
| i thought that life is getting better at home, but it seems to get from bad to worst. ever since my father and mother nth much happen le, i was so happy that the hse is so peaceful. but recently, things had gotten worst. my bro had create conflicts between him and his gf. my bro seems to kept thinking that fighting or what can solve prob, haiz... and he had been quarrelling with his gf about her and other guys talking or what etc etc... and this prob is getting worse and worse... i believe if my father is at home, my bro wont even dare to shout or threaten ppl. but too bad, he's not, so my bro dare... i seriously hope my bro will think what he had done carefully, and hope one day, he will realize its his own fault. its like my bro had abit same attitude as my father. my father used to use violence against my mother, my bro almost did that to his gf too, but i think he just acting only to make her stop what she doing bah... but i believe, someday, somewhere, sometimes, someone will change my bro into a better person. i miss the old him which we always talk and have fun together. now we seems to become strangers. well anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! today only went to my grandmother hse at bedok.. and i found out the reason my father didnt bring us go his mother there, coz she's at austrailia now... so today only go with my mother, bro and his gf loh... hmm, later gonna go catch a movie with my mother. this is what we always do on the first day of chinese new year. we always catch the midnight show de haha. kk, nth much to say le... HAVE FUN EVERYONE!! |
| finally feel abit stress-free le. had been chionging my bio test since last week... hope when results come out wont disappoint me bah... tuesday some things happened, which caused me lack of sleep. i only managed to sleep peacefully around 4am, but i woke up 5.45am it's like 1h 45 mins only loh... i was feeling really tired wed in sch. i fell asleep alot times during chi lesson. after lesson ends, ms low ask me how come i keep on sleeping like so tired. after recess, headache starts. 2 periods of chem i almost sleep in the chem lab. after that another 2 periods of bio, i seriously fell asleep! mr chua ask me wake up somemore =( after sch aq training, wasnt feeling well and moody, but i still went for training. after 4km of running, my headache is gone!! ytd bio test... it was quite easy, maybe because i got study lah... coz bio test is never easy to me before as i always last min study. today sch got total defence and CNY celebration... i slept throughout the total defence talk. after sch still got meeting until 2pm... for ldc camp, im in charge of 3 major tekaning session. MUAHAHAHAHA!!!! on the first day of camp, which is the last day of school, the first 3 activities is under me, so sec2 bb boys, DONT BE LATE!!! or u will know what are the consequences ^ ^ anyway registration starts on 5.30 that day, just nice OP Bazzar end le bah i guess. by 6 the parade sq shld be cleared so can roll call le... earlier this afternoon when i was in bus going for alpha, there was 2 teenagers around age 18 or 19 de sitting on my right side beside me... then their another friend was sitting in digonally left. suddenly, a man of age around 30+ 40 de with tattoos on both his arms came sit on my left side. when the bus reached khartib mrt, the 3 friends were alighting. then this man suddenly grab the boy in front of him and ask this in chi "Why u look at me? WHY?" the boy was so innocent and he say i where got look at u. the man then suddenly ask him give him $2 -.- his 2 other friends immediately grab his friend away and they alighted the bus. the man turned and look at me, my reaction is.................... ACT BLUR AND WALK TO THE FRONT PART OF THE BUS!!! lol, some of u may say i hum or what. but this is my way to prevent trouble. i was feeling quite angry after that, not because of that incident. well, im sorry for being so sarcastic to u. but i still angry about your irresponsible actions. i admit that u have change to someone who i happy for, but on the other hand, u also change to someone with irresponsible attitude which i dislike. maybe i should not judge u, coz me myself isnt perfect either. maybe thats who u are after u changed, i cant blame u. its not your fault, i can only blame myself for putting all my trust in u and thinking that u are not a passer-by in my life. but some actions had proven that u are beginning to become a passer-by and soon, u will just become a stranger in my life. maybe this is what i get for doing the same thing towards someone, and god decided to let it happen to me to let me know how it feels bah. really sorry that i treat u this way, i know action speaks louder than word and sorry cant do anything. this whole week, i was feeling very complicated. something keeps bothering me, it all started near the end of last month. but it became more complicated this week, and i dont know what am i thinking and how i feel. i hope that god can really give me an answer. today alpha topic is about prayer, and i was under daryl's group. sir james joined us and ask the group if we have prayed before and how often. im the only non-christian there. the rest of them prayed everyday, but i only prayed when there is a need for me to. next question sir james ask is, have god answered your prayers? all of them have, and god didnt answer only one of their prayers, but alot. and when sir james asked me, my answer is no. sir james then ask me how, my answer is wait for him to answer it loh ^ ^ hmmm, hope that god can answer my prayer, let me decide and end the complicated feelings i have now. sir james say pray with faith, and god will answer. just now after alpha went for movie with aloysius kwok, joel, leslie, daryl and chuan. watched ghost riders. it is a damn chun movie!!! haha watch it! |
| this week is a tiring week. mon to tues reach home at around 10. wed reach home 10.30, then this 3 days slept at 12am. reason i reach home so late is becoz of super-teens!! i find this workshop quite useful, but i dont know how long the effect of the workshop will last o me. maybe mr pang say that effect may not last for some of us might be true bah. but i will try tahan!! coz after super-teens, i realize what i want to study le!!! the course i want to study in poly is what i always wanted to study when i was sec 1!! but the reason why later i chose not to study is becoz of my maths. but now i decided to study BUSINESS MANAGEMENT!!! eng need b3 -.- i will work hard for that b3!! and i want 7 'A's!!!!!!!! haha some ppl see le will confirm say this to me "BU KE NENG DE LA!" joel heng is one of them -.- ytd after alpha reach home almost 12. i wake up today 5.30 -.- just to reach sch early to open the bb room. meet joel 7 at khartib mcdonalds for breakfast. reach sch 7.10, then i slack in bb room le. kicking soccerball around in parade sq with joel and shaorui early 7.30. haha. but 8am GB and band all come use parade sq le, so stop playing liao. after that i went to bb room slack again while the rest at canteen. while i was slacking, i took out my book and started reading. i came to read this topic " What are you afraid of?" its talks about fears. everyone's afraid of something, and for me i do have fears. not one, but quite a few. but the book says it's okay to be afraid once in a while, but it's not okay to let our fears take the best of us. for instance, if you don't have many friends because you are afraid to make friends, then fear is robbing you of an important part of life. determine to overcome it. haha i do fear to make friends in the past, but i think i overcome abit le bah. i came one part which i quite agree with it. it says "Could it be that the reason you are not growing spiritually is because you are afraid of what God might ask of you? Do you avoid opposite-sex friendships because you are scared of not knowing what to say or how to act? What about witnessing? Are you afraid that others will make fun of you?" i seriously afraid of what God might ask of me, coz i might now know what to do. i may have avoid opposite-sex friendships before because i'm scared of not knowing what to say or how to act. i still remember when during pri 1, i rarely talk to girls in class. haha. and i also afraid others will make fun of me too. haha kk enough of my long stories, back to bb. today, the main 6 aq boys and 1 reserve was announced. lin chuan is still the team captain!!! congratz!!! haha he will be our captain in aq team forever!!! even next year open team! all 4 of us made it into the team, including 2 sec 3s, joel and sean wee. sadly, kee ching is the reserved. 2 more months of bb, and i will step down le. will be having one camp before stepping down. sec 2s must be prepared, it will be tougher than last year RTC because got me ^ ^ haha okay thats all for this week. STAY TUNE TO THE NEXT EPISODE!!! OUT NEXT WEEK. |
| since last week,i had been crawling out of bed 5.55am everday!!! and last sunday 5.30am!!!!!!!!!! and everyday sleep at around 12, but dont know why suddenly 4+ will wake up. this happens almost everyday. but yesterday, i managed to sleep peacefully. woke up 8.30am, not tired le ^ ^. when i was about to continue last qn loci which i stop yesterday, i found out that i dont have a compass!!!! arrghhh... later need go popular to buy 1 le, coz tml need hand in the hw. manage to slack after so many tests, hws, cca, church events. today im totally free from stress ^ ^ while slacking, i have been thinking about few years back. things had changed alot in my life. and i have also changed too. i realized im less active nowadays, unlike pri sch, run here run there, play and play. sec 1 still can lah... after that i less active le.. only do things i interested, its like i flesh without a spirit. meanwhile people around me change too ^ ^ change to better, also got change to worst de. also, many things happened to me this 3 year. sec 1, its like nth happen at all, everyday happy go lucky. sec 2, family probs start to get worst, although its already worst before i even can see the world. then come to sec 3, studies getting worst and worst, family probs never better, and i realize i hadly smile -.- but i started going for cell around june last year. that doesnt change me much. but after going for soul survivor camp, i did have some changes, haha abit only lah. this year, i manage to sit down and study for my tests, unlike last year. class test also bo chap. but one thing still doesnt change. the fears that i have -.- haha, glad to have joel accompanying me since last december. have been going to church cell, youth service and church camp with him. well, hope that i can concentrate on my studies better than last year. try not to fall asleep in class!!! which i did quite a few times this week -.- and do well for my exams!! that time go NYP open house, i was looking at the course which i wanted to go when i was sec 1 ^ ^ but since sec 2 i decided not to go that course le, which is business management. haha eng need b3 leh. SIAO! haha anyway i had already decided to go NYP since pri sch, if not then other polys loh. if can go JC, then most likely is innova or anderson le. well see how my results for o lvl then decide loh, now think o lvl first, poly, jc later ^ ^ MONDAY, TUESDAY, WEDNESDAY SUPERTEENS!!! SIAN! I EVERYDAY REACH HOME 10+ FOR SURE DE!!! LATER SUPERSTAR MUST WATCH EH!!! TML MUST BRING TIE NOT ARH????? O.o |
| oh yah, i almost forgot, sorry joel and yong ming. i showed attitude to both of u today, so sorry... anyway, im fine boys, dun worry... =) just hope that it wont affect my training bah. |
| today so unlucky sia. haiz... got few injuries within few hours. today parade didnt do much things, sec 4 only plan for camps. im under LDC1 camp, and the faa under this camp like only one strict de. alot strict de like chuan, darren, sr all under RTC. sian, guess LDC 1 this year gonna be abit slack le. after parade before AQ, i accidentally got cut on my finger by glass. after that, hongwei also kena. due to leg injury and kena cut by class, i didnt join them in for aq training. today aq training siong sia, everyone all half faint after training. but after that soccer and basketball, all energetic le haha. i fell and landed on my elbow, then bleed. my whole elbow pain like siao and i was lying on the floor. this caused my arm pain also. after that my shoulder suddenly pain also -.- haiz... overall today i very suay lah haha. ok, im seriously very very very very tired, need get some rest le. NITEZ! |