HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
every year this day,
we would go out for dinner to celebrate for you.
but this year different......
and i guess this is the first time i ever send u a birthday card =(
what a lousy brother.
i will never forget the first time you all celebrate birthday for me.
that time i was around 6 years old,
you, mummy, and neighbours at night bought cakes and celebrate.
that was my one and only birthday cake i had ever eaten =)
thanks a lot.
and thank you for the present,
the first ever birthday present i received =)
somemore from my brother.

also wanna thanks joel and yingshi for accompanying me to northpoint that time,
and joel...
i bought the birthday card for my brother,
not for girl!
and thanks veronica for the stamp,
if not i couldn't send the card.
thanks alvin for accompanying me to blk 900+ there to send the card.
and also thank you God for giving me a great brother,
who always wants other to do good,
but he himself don't.
=)

this week will be ending soon,
and prelims had started 4 days liao.
finally both stressed subjects were over,
amaths and ss.
next really stressed subject coming on the way is BIOLOGY!
today is the first ever time i felt that chemistry is difficult!
since last year,
every time without fail,
my mid-year and end-of-year chem result always A1 de =)
this year mid-year 75marks just nice,
but result become slacker and slacker le.
from last year both SA 80 become 75,
plus now prelim chem difficult,
think maybe score 60+ bah?
and guess what chengkok said after the paper.
"i first time think i will fail chem."
since science chemistry difficult liao,
i bet pure chemistry will be worst bah haha!
can see yukai so stressed when i walking out of hall LOL.
the section B question 3 on organic compound de,
it's difficult.
i guess no one attempted that question bah.
and i didn't study the whole chapter on salt preparation.
i left that whole page blank,
until last 5 mins i went back to anyhow write a few sentences.
to my surprised,
i got one of the question correct =)

tml is teacher's day celebration.
sadly i can't go back peiying,
i miss mrs huan =(
but thanks adelene,
she helping me send regards to her =)
after school will be going church office,
that's why can't go back peiying.

had been watching The X-Family(zhong ji yi jia) recently,
compared to KO One(zhong ji yi ban),
KO One is funny and lame,
X-Family is funny and touching.
i prefer X-Family bah =)
haha this whole week i had been going on diet???
haha no lah,
just i wanna save up money so never eat loh.
sometimes my friends said i very crazy and ra-ra.
haha they will say i eat wrong medicine.
compare to last 3 years,
i always very dao and emo.
i seldom smile and go ra-ra.
but this year,
almost all the way i smile and ra-ra!
woooooow!
think i really gone crazy le -.-
good thing or bad thing?
haha you all prefer dao and emo aloy?
or crazy, kee siao and ra-ra aloy??
or all of the above LOL!

GoForIt!!

yesterday service talks about divorce.
pastor told us many issues about love etc.
he said something like when the parents quarrel or fight,
the ones who suffer most are the children.
i do agree.
=(
and to love your children or to give them happiness,
the best way is to love your husband/wife =)
haha he said few things that are quite interesting.
"When you are in a relationship, open your eyes BIG.
When you are married, close both of your eyes."
haha this is true,
because we have to open our eyes big to see our gf/bf,
and when we get married,
we have to close both eyes.
we cannot simply just wake up one day and saw the person beside us looks like something weird,
then you say you wanna divorce.
impossible right? haha.
"Love is not blind. Love is perfectly okay. Its the lovers that are blind."
LOL this is absolutely true!
many people always says love is blind.
but love is normal,
whereas the problem lies on the person who love i guess o.O

today after school was studying my ss again.
after studying a while,
i decided to go out to study table there slack with joel le.
qionghui talked about 2 years ago,
when she sent christmas cards to us.
i suddenly remembered about it,
so when i came home,
i took out of the cards in my cupboard and read them again.
altogether there are 4 christmas cards,
from qionghui, adeline, yongzhen and yingshi.
thanks girls =)
back then,
seems like many people were worried that i would "turn bad" at the age of 15.
this whole stupid thing came about when i was young,
my parents brought me to temple and those deity said i would "turn bad" at 15,
so asked my parents to be careful of me.
instead of "turning bad" at 15,
i felt that 15 years old was a breakthrough for me.
i came to know God through cell.
and thanks to sherman,
if back then he didn't invite the aq boys to cell,
i probably wouldn't have attended church liao.
but anyway,
thanks to the people who worried for me =)

kept together with the 4 cards was a letter from qionghui.
she wrote that to me last year for my birthday,
and inside wrote a lot of things.
at the cover she already wrote,
"you've changed... to an Aloysius that I don't know!!!
I hope when you are reading this, you are the OLD Aloysius!!! Not tha Aloy now!"
haha omg!
am I really an Aloysius that was totally different back then around Feb 2006???
ahhhh,
last time i used to think about the "turn bad" thingy,
think till i totally changed my own attitude towards everything.
so probably that's how the new Aloysius emerged bah,
but Thank God that He changes all my thoughts.
God is good,
it's a good thing to give thanks to the Lord, Amen?

in that letter,
she wrote how she came to know this wonderful guy 3 years ago.
LOL.
and also mention my face very black!
does my one smile really affects people around me?
maybe a few only lah haha.
so she said "once again, we want to see your smile =)"
haha now saw le,
happy le mah? ^ ^
she said i have a great sense in choosing for people around me,
hmmm....
another gift?
haha.
*快乐和爱情要自己去找，没有人能帮你找到的！！
haha yeah, thanks for that advice.
but i still didn't do anything either =)

i also found a longest letter so far that someone wrote to me.
it's from none other than my BELOVED mother,
chung ming gui!
did she wrote out a plan about what to write,
then write out a 1st draft,
followed by a final draft??
or whatever that came to her mind,
she just write?
this letter came together with the BELATED birthday present.
the letter got like one whole page of thanks!
and also quite a few "no matter what happens....."
"No matter what happens, just remember 3 things:
U are CUTE, I am CUTE, they are all UGLY!"
haha i still remember that!

yupp...
prelims are just one week away,
study and revision will come to mind -.-
planned to work after o level,
but in just December,
i would have to take 10 days leave if i work!
omg!
for that i sure kena fired de.
not even work for one month then wanna take 10 leaves liao.
so maybe next year January then i will work bah =)

GoForIt!!

today after school went follow-up lessons alone,
because shaorui had english oral,
and he wanted to practice.
after lessons went to find joel,
stayed back a while and went home around 3.30pm alone.

met daryl 6.15pm,
but i 6.05pm reached le.
we both were feeling very cold ~~~~
ate KFC together,
and he taught me a new way of eating chicken -.-
dip the chicken into the whipped potato and eat it.
looks and sounds disgusting eh??
but he said this is how he always eat.
went 102 after dinner and were listening to Delirious? music in church office.

during cell,
we talked about our purpose in life.
yupp everybody has a purpose in life.
sir james said about osama's purpose in life.
he said that his purpose in life was to bring the whole world down with him,
and kill all the americans.
haha.
he said at least osama knows his purpose in life,
what about us??
i had thought about it before in the past,
that why am i living?
what's my purpose in life?
hmmm....
there was once when i wanted to bring smiles to people around me,
and that's what i think was my purpose in life in the past.
but guess that did not really work out well.
so now i'm thinking very hard about this question.
people who are reading this,
think about it too,
what are your purpose in life??
is it reading my blog? HAHA!

after that we came to talk about personality.
leslie is indeed a good planner.
haha sir james said leslie always gives him good proposals.
i once ask this question in my blog,
what and who is Aloysius Lin to you people?
i guess i finally get an answer from my cell mates today.
sir james asked the cell mates what's the gifts in me?
sherman said committed.
they said that i'm committed to what i do,
and when i wanted something,
i will fight for it and won't give up easily.
i will go extra miles too.
=)
there was someone who told me before i'm committed and devoted too =)
come to think of it,
that's quite true.
when i wanted to do something,
i will fight for it and won't give up easily.
like AQ.
and also guitar =)
there was also someone who told me i am someone who he can confide to.
hmmm.... am i really a trustworthy person?
this point i'm still thinking though.
now what about my goals in life?
when i was sec 1,
i wanted to study business management badly.
but sec 2 i gave up.
now i decided to study business management again,
and hopefully my o lvl results could let me qualify to study =)
so i guess one of my goals is to become a businessman bah.
another goal is to get my driving licence at age of 18 and drive ^ ^
as for short-term goals will be getting maybe 5As for o lvl.
getting into business course in poly.
president award in primer's programme haha.
that's roughly my goals bah.

jieming asked me out to study tomorrow.
haha last sunday when i saw him in the OP carnival at khartib,
he said he last saturday actually wanted to ask me go study,
but didn't.
then i say he bo jio.
today he sms me ask me tomorrow go study,
and said that don't say he bo jio me lol.
so anyone who wanted to join us can come find us arh.
think will be studying at khartib's mcdonalds bah.
oh yah!
i have finally decided to retake my o lvl MT after much consideration.
hopefully this time round,
i could get an A2 =)

also,
sir james said that glenn lim is coming to YMM youth service next month!
WOOOW!
he came our school twice and gave a talk.
this year he came and he played his electric guitar too.
now a youth pastor,
same church as miss mary.
looking forward to his preaching,
because i know it would be totally different from what he talk to us in school.
in school he only told us a bit about his life,
but this youth service that he's coming,
i believe there would be more for him to share about =)

GoForIt!!

my tap still not on yet...
will be busy doing my homeworks,
studying ss (i only read through the txtbook thrice),
and lastly study for tomorrow's bio test!
think after all this and when i don't have things to do,
i will go into deep thoughts in my bed and tap might start to be turn on.

jianzhong was sniffing after he knew his result.
he almost cried which made me almost cried with him too.
jianzhong,
decide whether you wanna retake not,
because i know you can get at least a B3.
but it's kinda true when you said you wanna concentrate on other subjects,
and afraid that you will not have enough time.
the decision is yours,
think wisely!
lastly,
don't be sad.
because in my life,
i had never seen jianzhong sad before.
everytime i see jianzhong,
he had a smile on his face.
just like what Pastor Timothy used to say,
you are the kai xin guo.
Go For It if you wanna retake!

Thank You Lord,
though i'm not that satisfied with the result,
but thats my expectation early this year.
i shouldn't increase my expectation just because i did well for my mid-year chinese.
complacent =)

GoForIt!!

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you

I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

Kor, i miss you T.T

i think i had never in my life called you kor before.
what a lousy bro am i =(

My butt still hurts!

GoForIt!!

morning before church went to mcdonald's for breakfast.
saw justin, simon, e-liz and e-von there.
soon,
leslie and ben loo came too.
this month James' cell doing ushering.
at first only me, leslie and daryl.
sherman came late.
3 of us shirt behind got so called "bible verse".
only daryl's shirt is real bible verse.
for leslie's shirt is "Dunk it into the bin."
for mine is "To be or not to be, that is a question."

after church service went to foodcourt to have lunch.
after lunch,
they were all playing bridge there -.-
i see them play so many times,
heard them explain so many times,
but i still totally don't understand.
dotz.....

went home to change and get my stuffs,
then met alvin at khartib mcdonald's to do homework.
i reached early,
so went to the carnival at basketball court there.
auntie Helen and the GB girls were selling friendship bands and stuffs.
her nephew Marcus came to help her out.
he also after church went home change then come out.
and he joined us for soccer at 4.30pm.
saw a few opss students that i know,
and also some familiar faces.
saw Long Ge(Hua Yue) too.
he came down to look around bah,
think is sally they all asked him to come?
jieming came too,
because his sister art club de,
and she's there.
basically i think all the OP girls there are either from art club or art students bah.
but all are sec 3 girls.

went to find alvin and did some homework.
4pm went back to carnival to find marcus and wait for jonathan.
leslie came with his bike.
saw ramadhan and shaun low and keeching.
all came down to see see also.
ramadhan claim that his art work was at the exihibition,
but it's obviously he talking crap.
4.30 we went off for soccer.
i ride leslie's bike,
while the rest took bus there =)
on the way to block 932,
saw tomas and his friend -.-

soccer today was siong arh.
everyone chuan like siao,
all bo lat liao.
standard,
after soccer went for desert.
after that leh.....
went home lah of cause =)

i'm happy enough today =)
though not that very happy,
but still thank you Lord.
if i never do that,
that may not happen.
if i never go there,
that may not happen too ^ ^
everything You had planned for me.

My butt still hurts!

GoForIt!!

after staying at home 2 days rotting,
i finally went out today.
went ice-skating together with 3a1 peeps,
and also joel heng and wai wan from 3s1.
guess i'm the only sec 4 there =(
but lucky i not the most chao lao there,
cause ivan is elder than me by 2 months =)
on the way,
i read my ss txtbook as next week got 2 SEQ test.
since there are so many factors to memorise,
i think it would be much easier if i read the txtbook and understand Venice's chapter first.
then after that when i read the notes over the weekend,
it will be easier too.

joel and i will have to leave at 5pm,
but the rest not leaving at 5pm,
so we need find 2 more who can leave with us.
found adelene and weixiang.
went together and skate.
not long,
joel started falling XD
at first i did not fall de,
but still fell twice thanks to the same person.
first time i fell is because i wanted to go to the side,
i saw an empty space beside joel,
i started skating there,
but when i was about to reach,
dilys skated to the empty space.
since i'm already so near,
i had no time to brake.
it's either i bump onto her real hard and that will be pain for her,
if not i turn and lost balance and bomb on the ground.
since i'm a gentlemen ^ ^
i decided not to go straight and bump onto her.
i turned 360 degrees hoping to find some support either from joel or the side,
but cant so i turned one more round,
hoping that daji will support me.
but he didn't.
and i dont wanna bump onto them,
so i didn't grab any of them and i just lost balance and fell.
but that's not the worst fall i had.
the second time i fell,
was because joel and i wanted to make dilys fall,
because she's the only one who have not fall yet.
we went to disturb her,
but after that i decided to move on.
i was acting like a clown in front jogging on the ice,
then suddenly dilys skated pass me and slightly bumped me a bit.
i lost balance and landed on my butt.
joel saw and laugh and laugh till he fell also -.-
he claim that because he laugh at me so he fell.

revenge time!
this time we planned to make her fall again,
but failed.
we surrounded her,
she scared so she squat down.
since she won't fall while squatting,
i successfully made her sit on the floor twice =)
she very bad lah,
i almost lost balance and fall she laughed at me.
got a small boy bumped onto me and fell,
she "orh hor" me.
"long ge" came too!
haha this time i didn't land on his legs le wor.
he was trying new stunts which caused him to fall like siao.
as for ivan,
he did not fly today.
but he was pushed by sally and he fell HAHA!
and one part very funny,
wai wan skate pass and joel called her.
she turned and look and fell onto the ground.
so joel laughed.
before we went off,
joel sprinted one round.
he bumped onto someone and he flew.
that's the grand finale for him today.
supposed to leave at 5pm but end up drag until 5.30pm,
cause adelene's bag was with the girls' locker.
we need to leave early because joel has guitar lesson,
and i'm meeting daryl 6pm and maybe have follow-up.
on the mrt,
joel was EMO like siao.


see!
emo right?
he is well-known in 62nd BB as emo-kid.
reached ocbc daryl sitting there sms-ing non-stop.
lucky daryl asked me to check with james if there's follow-up not,
if not i sure 7pm blur blur go church office liao.
he said cancelled because shaorui cannot make it.

today our cell was watching movie at church office,
a movie which is not out at theatre yet.
Evan Almighty =)
nice show.
funny, interesting and meaningful too.
evan was the reporter back then in Bruce Almighty.
and God wanted him to build an Ark.
so he uses many different ways to show him Genesis chapter 6 verse 14.
he prayed to God that he can have a close family,
and God really answered his prayer.
and there's a part when he asked for something,
and God gave him that thing with a note on it which says,
"Ask and you shall receive."
haha.
God told evan baxter's wife,
when someone prayed for courage,
why not let him be courageous by giving him opportunity to be courage.
and when someone(her husband) prayed for a close family,
why not give him a close family by giving opportunity for the family to love each other.
evan wanted to change the world,
so God told him,
to change the world is to do a little Act of Random Kindness,
which is to build an ark.
overall this show is quite good,
so can go watch it when it's out.

tomorrow and sunday will be busy revising for bio and ss test.
haiz...
both test needs memory de,
and do i still have enough space in my brain???
maybe all the space used up le,
left few GB for SS and bio bah haha.
let's hope that what i've study,
i can remember on that day and apply them onto my test and score well.

GoForIt!!

RAIN DOWN!!!
yeah, finally it rains.

today is national day,
but it's so boring =(
the only time i went to NDP was year 2002,
when the primary 5 kids will go.
that time peiying still got give out NDP shirt,
and we all wore it to the NDP.
so at the stadium,
one whole group white shirts, dark blue shorts and skirts sitting together.
i still remember i was sitting beside my good buddy,
edmund ang.
and sitting right side was either rishav or kerliang.
cant remember le.
sitting left side of edmund was sinyee.
and thats how their relationship started.

last time he liked amy de,
and sinyee was sitting in between of edmund and her.
but after the incident at NDP,
he and sinyee together le.
haha.
that year,
the NDP theme song was we will get there.
a nice song eh?
even OPSS sang it twice ytd!
forgot the dance steps le LOL.
the host of the NDP was Gurmit Singh and i think Sharon Aw?
they were asking people around the stadium to do kallang wave here and there.
that's also the first time i did a big big kallang wave with so many people.
second time was this year,
when cyrus and i went to planet shakers's concert.
hmm...
primary school memories for me was really bad lah.
because i did a lot of bad things =(
i'm a bad boy back then.
and teachers were always using my bro saying i'm much more naughty than him.
haha.
even though they always scold me,
i still love them,
especially MRS HUAN!!
and the most memorable teacher is Mr Chew.
he taught me english when he was a trainee teacher when i'm primary 1.
then he came to peiying as a teacher when i'm primary 4?
and somemore my house teacher,
then after that house master =)

i love my class de EM2 lessons =)
my class got 2 streams,
EM1 and EM2.
obviously i'm not that smart,
so i'm EM2.
but don't play play hor,
back then my pri 5 results was pro leh.
top 5 in class =)
when the EM1 students were having higher MT lessons,
EM2 students will go to another classroom for extra maths and english lessons.
how can a primary school be too lame until we play 食字路口,
one of wu zhong xian's famous show.

in class,
was discussing about the old block of peiying with zulaikha.
and we both missed the old block.
there was a parade square in peiying last time.
and everyday for afternoon session,
we will all gather in parade square with our bags for flag lowering.
there's also a music room behind the hall,
like opss has a dance studio behind hall.
but when i'm pri 3,
they start renovating the school.
half of the school was renovating,
and the other half was still old.
pri 4,
the new block was built plus 4 containers.
my classroom was one of them!!
air-con leh.
and i will never forget the pathetic school hall and canteen we had.
but i still love the pathetic hall and canteen!
think the hall only finish renovating when i'm pri 6.
as well as the other half of the old block.
my last year and everything renovated.
we had much bigger music room,
which i only went once!
and the huge staff room compared to the old one.
went into old staff room a lot,
but went into new staff room a few times.
there's also new HOD room,
new PE room etc etc.
love peiying XD

more and more and more people are having problems recently,
that bothers them,
making them sad,
making them angry.
be it small or big problems,
it still can cause someone's emotion to change.
but people out there,
be thankful because you have God.
even though when you are on your worst situation,
when you are having crisis,
or even when you are alone,
you still have God beside you.
and angels too.
they are all surrounding you,
protecting you.
God never leaves your side even if you sin.
He always love you.
and Daryl just showed me a video on Emmie's blog,
about a guy who write songs for Planet Shakers,
who is suffering from cancer.
he wrote a song,
this song is called Healer.
yes,
God is indeed the Healer.
when you are heartbroken,
He can heal your heart.
i just wanna take this time here,
praying that...
God,
You can heal the people who are broken hearted,
You will be their comforter.
You will once again bring smiles to their face.
let not the sadness overtake their happiness Lord.
let those who are facing problems or crisis,
not to give up.
but instead let them tell the problem that they have a BIG GOD!
and let the weak says "I am strong."
Thank you God.

GoForIt!!

i miss every of that moment..... =)

ytd night i slept quite early,
but maybe because i woke up 5.30am,
thats why i'm feeling so tired.
i missed the 6.15am bus,
so no choice had to take taxi to school to meet the boys.
-.- qiong hui said i pump the boys again.
it's not me loh,
it's the DY.
and joel's standard is even higher than mine.
when i'm dy,
i only give 5 push-ups for each item not polish.
he give 10 lah!!
and the pumping all this is give by joel,
not me ^ ^

before the UGs march in,
i went around telling everyone to take their spacing,
but when all march out got one big gap behind -.-
can say keeching did a good job.
4s3 only 6 boys came to school today!
sang a few songs during morning assembly,
and suddenly i thought i lost joel's watch,
cause he asked me to keep for him first.
i went to find him to pass him back the keys and told him about the watch.
i went back parade square to find yingshi and asked if i pass her the watch just now,
and i really did -.-
went back to sit with my class,
after awhile all the sec 4 express stood up.
sing and sing,
sing finish sit down again.
teachers playing games with students,
so we had to gather around the parade square on 2nd and 3rd level to watch them,
but joel and i were slacking/sleeping/emo-ing.
haha.
didn't know that got sec 2 girls like jerren sia.
qiong hui was there kept calling "jerren darling" to disturb the spys sent by the girl.
LOL.
heard that the girl was the so called "monster" from 2c1 -.-
went back to class,
take souvenoirs and dismissed.
after school went to eat then went home.

GoForIt!!

i agree with khai that the weather is freaking hot!
ytd went to ivan's house,
his house don't need on fan also very cooling and windy.
my house on fan liao still hot like siao.
the weather is changing and changing,
all because of global warming.
last month it was raining like siao,
and the weather is cold causing many people to fall sick.
but now,
the weather suddenly become hot like siao,
making people sweat and sweat.
people like joel heng sure cannot take it de,
he even sweats in air-con room when we worship lah!
that guy once sweat is like just finished his shower.

i'm simply slacking today,
even though there's a-maths test tomorrow and bio test on tues.
arrghhhh..
wanted to study,
but i kept telling myself "wait,wait,wait... later,later,later"
wait and later until now then i realize i didn't bring back my bio txtbook.
i will just be reading through some notes,
hope that i won't be distracted easily and can concentrate better!!

it's torturing to have sinus during cold weather,
as your nose's tap won't close.
but it's even worst to have sinus during hot weather,
as you are feeling hot like siao,
but your nose's tap like dripping.
people will still thought you feeling cold,
but the fact is you feel hot,
it's just that tap loosen,
cannot close properly.

GoForIt!!

today ivan, linxiang and i had our activities all being decided by a coin.
at first morning we went for hair-cut,
followed by going ivan's house.
his mum make us curry bread,
but after eating,
she cook instant noodles for me and xiang again.
i was so full lah,
and i don't eat instant noodles de!
coz when i was young,
i vomitted after eating instant noodles.
cup noodles is okay.

went BK to do our hw.
saw old neighbour shukai there with a girl haha.
after that saw yz and her friend come bk also.
when i was about to finish my chem wksht,
jerren and jinghang pop-out.
when i finished my chem hw,
ivan didn't even do a single work lah.
all he did was admiring hp.
went northpoint to slack.
we went up timezone and watched adrain play maximum tune.
he pro kia lai de.
on the way down,
saw cyrus and anthea.
when we were at royal sports there,
we were deciding where to go.
cause we ran out of ideas.
cyrus and anthea came down and he came to talk to me.
he asked about FOP,
and i said GREAT!
haha.
they going zona's house.
after he left,
linxiang took out a coin,
and ivan said if tail,
we go play badminton.
if head,
we go weishen's house disturb.
linxiang flipped,
coin hit my bag and fell on the floor.
HEAD!
he set off to weishen's house.

we took the lift up the 6th floor,
ivan and me walked towards the corridor,
and when we turned right,
we saw weishen's father outside at the corridor!
we immediately siam.
ivan called weishen and asked him to come out.
10minutes later,
he came out,
not to find us,
but instead yvonne -.-
around 5+
we 3 were at interchange deciding to go home or what.
each of us took out a coin,
and if head,
we go krislan.
tail we go home.
and we 3 must flipped until the same then counted.
3 big boys flipping coins and laughing like idiots at interchange.
after many flips,
finally 3 tails!
i turned and saw just nice 852 came,
so i ran and board the bus,
HOME SWEET HOME!
on the way back slept in bus,
coz slept at 2am today and woke up 8.30 =(
but today,
i'm going to sleep early!
because i had to wake up tml 6.45am!!!!

i miss(as in xiang lian, not didn't go) ytd's FOP!
wanted to go today but no one going with me,
and i didn't manage to bring other friends along.
but i know next year,
we will still go again.
and shawn soh will be going too!
guess he won't want to miss this type of concert =)

GoForIt!!

just reached home 12.10am.
kinda of late today,
coz went for FOP and it ends around 11+

ytd, 3/8/07, after school went to BB room for follow-up.
ends around 2pm,
so i went to study table and sat there with Aloysius Kwok and watch the dance.
dance ended around 3,
then fall in the boys on behalf of the DY.
watch the parade until 4.15,
i looked at my watch and realized i was late!
i dash from the flag pole to the study table and grab my bag.
after that i rush off le.
i reached home 4.35,
bathe and changed.
leave house 4.50 and if i took the bus i sure will be late,
therefore i took a cab.
reached yishun zun zun 5.10pm.
went to BK meet the rest,
ate dinner there and board the bus around 5.30pm.
sat with shawn soh at bus.
we both 1st time go for FOP.

reached singapore indoor stadium,
sat with jonathan they all.
this year is the 21st Festival Of Praise 2007.
concert start 7.30pm,
and "Delirious?" was the first band performing.
only know few songs they sang,
and it's was cool.
usually i watch Delirious? concert at youtube de,
but now i watched live at indoor stadium!!
compare Delirious? and the previous Planet Shaker's concert i went,
i felt that Planet Shaker's concert was better!

the lead singer of Delirious? has a great voice.
after they performed,
Don Moen performed.
he is another singer with great voice.
after the worship which lasted an hour+
Pastor Phil Pringle preached.
preaching ends,
Delirious? came on stage and sang again.
they sang a few songs and came Don Moen.
lastly the pastor came and end with a prayer.
there's still FOP on 4th and 5th August,
and Ms Mary going on 5th.
she ytd at parade square during rehersal asked me if i'm going FOP.
i told her i'm going first day 3th August,
and she said she not free so she going on sunday.
haha if i go sunday,
i will reached home 12+
and the following day,
there's a test!

shawn is so excited and he want to go FOP next year again!
haha same goes for me,
hope next year Hillsongs come FOP =)
but heard from Ezra Hillsongs come before le.
okay i'm tired,
half dead liao....
bye!

GoForIt!!

people may feel sad, depress etc for certain reasons.
it's okay to feel sad.
but you must know the reason why.
it's also perfectly okay for boys or even men to cry.
who in the world said that males can't cry.
men have always been saying,
"cannot cry lah, cry liao will paiseh. people see i will lao kui"
this is totally bullshit.
why can't men cry?
if men can't cry,
then why do God create feelings for?
real man cries,
and this shows that they have emotions =)
i'm a human too,
i do feel sad and lousy,
thinking that everything is going against me etc.
but compare to those people living in slump areas,
i'm living a much better life than them.
so why do people who are living far much better life than them complaining day and night?
sometimes we are selfish,
we asked too much.
we are already living a normal life where there's light, bed, food, air-con, fan, tv, computer etc.
but we just felt that these are not enough.
what about those living in slump areas??
some don't even have bed to sleep.
some don't even know what's a computer.
so why not just appreciate for what have and not complain.
it's better to appreciate than to complain, right?

there are some people who will sure say,
"aiya, you don't know lah. you won't know how i feel lah, you can't help me de."
well, it's not up to me to help you,
but instead it's up to YOU yourself to help yourself in order to let me help you.
if you can't even help yourself,
how could me this normal human help you??
think about it yourself whether are you really feeling so bad that no one can help you?
or are you just saying it for the sake of saying it?
there is this person who acted as if he has a BIG serious problem,
and kept asking me to help him.
hey hey,
it's not i don't wanna help you boy,
but it's that there's no problem with that at all!!!
are you trying to ask me to do the impossible??
your that problem is perfectly alright,
it's not even a problem at all.
so why are you asking me to help you?
you want me to help you create problem to it???

prayers are not enough.
apart from praying,
you need to put in effort, and also have the right attitude.
ask not for the wrong motives,
that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.
but instead ask with the right motive according to His will.
sometimes we do ask things,
and ended up sitting there waiting for that thing to come to us.
like for example,
asking for money is not wrong,
but ask it with a right motive.
if you ask and sit there,
thinking that the money will drop from the sky,
do you think God will give you?
No.
but if you ask and you work hard to achieve it,
you will get it!
this joker guy, Ramadhan, has always been saying this 3 words,
"Don't be naive."
and this is famous among weishen and ivan.
they had been using it too.
this 3 words are indeed true.
we can't be naive thinking things will happen the way we want,
because all these are only our desire.
they aren't the fact at all.
we have to shift our mindset a bit and think the other way,
and only do our best to make things the way we want.
so instead of sitting there waiting for things to happen,
GoForIt!!
and you might changed things around you.
some people may be thinking,
"Aloysius, then you leh? Say liao but you yourself also didn't do anything."
i admit i didn't do anything,
but it's not that i don't want.
it's just i'm too indecisive.
i'm always too dependent on others,
and can't even decide small things like what to eat.
i am trying to do something,
but the thoughts in my mind seems to change and change,
i'm just stuck.

there might be people who hate me.
it's actually alright to be hated,
and i know my attitude sometimes cause people to hate me.
i do have bad attitude and bad habits,
you can't expect me to be perfect ^ ^
even the most famous people in the world can be hated by someone.
sometimes we do hate people too,
and for some reasons we hate people like as if we going to start a war between each other.
and i do hate some people too,
but as time pass, i no longer hate them.
cause i know that hating one people is tiring,
as i always remember the bad things.
there's this one guy i hated in primary school until early secondary school,
but now i no longer hate that person anymore.
it takes time for the hatred to fade away,
it also takes time for a feeling to fade away.
hatred and feelings come easily,
but for them to leave,
it's seems like it's taking our lifes haha.
all we need is time,
cause time can heal X)

guess i had enough of what i wanna say le.
heehee ^^
tomorrow there's no cell,
so James will be coming school 1pm to do follow-up with me.
think it will last about an hour.
will be staying back awhile and need to leave by 3.30.
because tomorrow we are going to FOP.
meeting the rest 5.10 at yishun BK.
if i leave school 4pm,
i will be rushing like siao man!
haha.
i'm done for today,
God bless each and everyone of you reading my blog as well as those not reading =)
Good Night~!

GoForIt!!