today was a tiring day.
physically tired,
mentally tired,
and emotionally tired.
Lord, let me rest!
fell asleep in class a few times.
sbq test i totally anyhow cross-refer to other source de,
do finish i sleep le -.-
after school,
stayed back with joel, yingshi, qionghui and sarah.
yingshi and sarah went to find mr goh to ask chem,
so me, joel and qionghui were chatting there.
OMG!
qionghui found out le.
haha shhhhh........
i know you will =)

joel was happy he first time finish doing his chi paper,
haha.
but meanwhile complaining he had stomachache since morning,
and the fan blowing him makes him feel colder,
and stomachache became worst -.-
3pm we 3 went home,
cause yingshi staying back till quite late,
and joel cannot stay back too late hahaha!
joel forgot to alight at his stop.
so he took all the way to interchange and took 851 with me.

went prayer at occ.
haha the venue not at occ theatre le,
now at ballroom sia!
and tomorrow's youth service also at ballroom.
cool!
Pastor Glenn Lim will be playing electric guitar tomorrow.
yeah man!
he was from miss mary's church,
but heard that he left that church o.O
hmm, i dont know.
today yushan's birthday,
after prayer,
sang birthday song for her,
then we told james that tomorrow daryl's birthday.
HEEHEEHEEEHEEEE!!!!
YOU'RE DEAD DARYL!!!
and NS is on his way.
he's getting scared of the trainings liao.
haha.

after prayer,
the rest going punggol there celebrate yushan's birthday.
james and i went to yio chu kang there de coffee shop emo.
heard from him that the BB primers/GB advisors camp will be fun.
haha waiting for that camp to come!
and my batch de who going to be primers will be doing the BBSGB,
cause our camp held at BB campus,
not BB/GB campsite le.
it may be a 3D2N camp =)
after supper,
sir james send me home.
THANKS!

hmm...
i seriously tired sia,
like lack of sleep like that,
but i slept 10+ everyday le.
in school still tired.
and i'm also mentally tired,
mind everything was to chiong my studies and excel in my o lvl.
i'm also emotionally tired.
sad for this and that,
but so what.
they don't even care.
and also the friendship between me and you seems gone already,
no more liao.
this friendship i used to cherish a lot,
but you don't even seems to care at all.
forget it.
i wanna thanks God,
cause He is my comforter when i'm down, sad, depressed, etc.
He is my guidance when i'm lost.
He is always with me and i'm never lonely,
but still i will feel lonely.
and He is the one i seek when i have problems and when i need help too.
and also there are some people out there who always listen to my stories,
i kept flooding them with sms-es,
in msn type and type non-stop.
THANKS FOR ALL OF YOUR PATIENCE!!!
not many people have the patience to listen to long stories de.
thanks a lot!

i felt that the things i've done the past 3 years,
were all nothing and useless.
i have totally wasted my time.
done so much,
yet things turned out this way.
i regretted not knowing God earlier.
if sec 1 i joined BB and wanting to know more about God,
my life would be better!
but sec 1 and 2,
i don't even believe in God,
and don't even want to know about God at all.
wanna give a big THANKS to sherman.
he was the one who brought me closer to God,
cause that time was good friday 2006,
he invited some of us to cell,
and after that i become regular in cell le.
also wanna thanks sir james for sharing so much things about God,
and also the youth camp 2006 that let me believe more in God.
thanks daryl for the few mentoring lessons!
thanks sir james for the follow-up lessons!
haha!
you guys had help me changed my life by knowing God!
i felt that i'm quite different from the past.
qionghui also said i used to have this scary face which looks angry like that,
snf when people see also don't dare talk to me.
i still remember sec 1 first day,
when we need to choose a piece of paper with a name on it,
when my paper was written yingshi's name,
and yingshi's paper was written my name.
we supposed to sit together and talk about ourselves.
but we didn't.
qionghui today told me yingshi that time dare not is because,
my face looks scary -.-

qionghui said i look like some sort of bad guy's spy in a good guy society.
cause i have that bad guy face.
wahahahahaha!
and they complain i sec 1/2 very chao bin(smelly face)
they were telling sarah how different am i now,
and saying i'm not like that in the past,
not so siao, ra-ra, crazy.
i tried demonstrating how i always look like when i come to class during sec 1 and 2,
butt failed.
cause i kept laughing XD
and yah,
sarah cannot tahan me and my qian da-ness.

haiz....
i think i had break enough le,
haven't start studying and revising.
tomorrow will start le,
hopefully i can concentrate and study much harder than prelims.
though there's improvement in my prelim results,
i can't think that o level will be the same.
so i will work hard to achieve my goals!

GoForIt!!

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

GoForIt!!

ytd was mid-autumn festival,
first year i didn't eat any mooncake at all =)
haha.
went out to play fire with ivan, yukai and linxiang.
went yukai's house at 5.45pm then slack there.
we went makan around 6.30pm,
then we go buy $6 worth of candles!
3 for $1.
18 for $6!!!!
haha at first we thought we won't be able to finish them,
but we still finished playing all.
bought sparkles cause yukai want to make rocket.
yukai had magnesium ribbon and magnesium powder!!!
bought can de solid fuels.

saw my cousin grace lin at McDonald's.
haha she so guai studying,
i so slack go play fire.
haha so qiao we study same combi =)
and her amaths is better than me -.-
last time when young got play fire with my bro, grace and her brother de.
haha and also chi new year go play.
and the worst game was block catching,
when we 2 were the catchers and we had to catch our brothers -.-
haha all the young memories.....

went to the park beside peiying there to play,
cause there lesser people compared to yishun park and the park we played at last year.
found a good spot which was dark!
haha.
first yukai started making his rocket,
the very first one was a success!
then used the solid fuel spread around the floor and light up.
the flame was nice,
blue colour de.
yukai continued making his 2nd and 3rd rocket,
sadly both failed haha.
and one of the rocket "lao hong".

after that jaslin called ivan,
then she said she maybe coming.
ivan pass the phone to me ask me to her how to come -.-
around 10+,
jaslin, melissa, dilys, shue ling and eileen if i'm not wrong came.
yukai and xiang used the solid fuel to make a anime logo,
but end up it turns out to be a star in a circle -.-
when they light up,
it's nice!
i was playing lantern -.-
then ivan said that i'm childish and even if give dilys she also won't play -.-
dotz......
yeah! i'm childish.
haha but cyrus and yongjun were still the best.
they went opposite yishun park bought one lantern each,
then light up and walked into yishun park to find the rest there.

we went home around 11.45pm,
i took a cab home,
cause last bus gone le =)

today got back rest of the papers le,
left emaths paper 2,
cause mdm ang today didn't come.
this few days i seriously had been slacking.
haiz... =(
english i actually got 47 marks,
but today mr pang came in and told us the microsoft excel formula wrong,
so marks changed.
my marks became 49."something".
mr pang say it will be rounded up,
and I PASSED MY ENGLISH!!!!
YAHOOOOOOO.
first time =)
miss mary remark the geog paper,
but sadly i still fail.
for amaths as usual lah,
F9.
not even an E8.
chi result was lousier than o level.
it was a C5.
but i got 59.7 i think,
hope can round up then become B4 le.
bio practical class highest was 29.5.
i got 29 marks =)
and and and!!!!
chem all of us did badly!!!!
i got 63.5/100 for chem!
worst result ever for chem!
arrghhhh.....
the subject i always had high hopes of getting A,
now it was a B4.

but nvm,
i wasn't too happy or too sad about my results at all.
it was a practice for my o level actually.
and i see a little bit of improvement.
guess those number of days i mugged at bk with friends weren't wasted.
thank you LORD!
and also sorry =(
yepp,
3 more weeks to o level,
from what all my seniors told me,
prelims is always much more difficult than o level de.
leslie's prelim L1R4 was 30 if i'm not wrong,
but his o level L1R4 around 15.
jian long said that must pyscho myself everyday,
telling myself o level is easy,
i can sure do well and score good grades one!
LOL.
finally race before i go for enjoyment!
and after enjoyment,
i'm not going JC,
so work!

i won't judge you.
and please,
don't judge people,
and don't criticize others!
because everyone wasn't perfect.
Matthew 7:1-5 says:
1 Do not judge, or you will be judged. 2 For in the same way you judge others,
you will be judged, and with the measure you use,
it will be measured to you.
3 Why do you look at the speck of saw-dust in your brother's eye
and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?
4 How can you say to your brother,
"Let me take the speck out of your eye,"
when all the time there is a plank in your own eye?
5 You hypocrite,
first take the plank out of your own eye,
and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye.

yupp,
i do judged people sometimes,
and in the past,
i ALWAY judge -.-
heehee but trying to stop judging.
i want to confess and repent!!!!!!!

GoForIt!!

today actually was staying at home slacking,
but received a call from my bro in christ,
mr cyrus choong at around 1.30pm.
so went to study with him at woodlands library.
i reached causeway 3.30pm,
then we went makan first.

lao da roy told us he 4pm after tution come join us,
but end up dont have cause he reached home already late le.
in the library,
we did our amaths.
there's totally no communications between us!
except i asked him 2 or 3 questions only.
and guess what,
it's the first time i ever did amaths,
and got all the answer!
in the past whenever i did amaths,
i will tend to skip the question i don't know how to do and give up.
so end up a lot blanks.
but today i tried until i get the answer,
and the amaths tys got no full solution,
except for answers at the back =)
felt happy for myself.
total practised 2 topics,
approximation and rate of change.
haha these 2 topic i always don't even know what to write,
and how to find the y increase all this.
but today i finally know how to do by myself!

these 2 topic caused me about 2 hours +++
and amaths so many more topics,
haha guess need spend a bit more time le,
but can't spend all on amaths,
cause there is s.s for me to memorise,
geog for me to study,
bio for me to understand,
chem and phy for me to practice,
emaths for me to practice,
english for me to buck up,
chinese for me to improve.
haha so many subjects,
but only left 1 month =(

left at about 7.15pm.
hmmm....
actually what cyrus said was true,
library easy to study,
a conducive place to study,
and both of us barely talk except for asking where roy lao da,
and also amaths only.
unlike during prelim period when i went out study with xiang,
or alvin,
we tend to stop halfway and talk -.-
went amk to buy things.
omg,
amk hub was really really very crowded!!
but it's normal lah,
every weekend also crowded de.
went to sembawang bookstore to buy my stuffs then went home liao.

next time if i wanna go out study,
i know who to find le =)
and i know i hardly can study at home,
except for english and chinese lah,
the rest really can't lah,
haha.
gonna study even harder this time!
Go For It ALOYSIUS/ANTHONY!

GoForIt!!

today morning watched zhong ji yi jia before going to school.
was about to leave at 11.45am,
then when i closing my door,
i saw this suspicious guy outside my house at the corridor.
at first i thought he just passed by then stop to look downstairs.
when i walking towards the lift,
the ah ma staying fifth floor also came and asked me,
"that guy you know de arh?" (in hokkien)
"nope."
then she told me he outside my house at the corridor for quite some time,
kept looking at my house door that direction,
at first i thought he was looking up the stairs,
cause my door beside the stairs only.

after thinking a few seconds,
i walked back,
open my door,
and enter.
before unlock finish my door,
that guy quickly went down the stairs.
i called my mum and told her about it,
so she rushed back from work to lock the main lock,
cause she has the key.
then i lock my door and went down by the staircase.
i didn't see that guy anywhere le,
so i thought he left.
when i reached my opposite block,
i turned back to look up my house,
i saw that guy outside the corridor again.
i went back by climbing the stairs.
then i went to ask this guy,
"eh, you outside my house for what?" (in a not happy tone -.-)
he said that he waiting for his friend,
his friend lived 7th floor,
then he said his friend don't know he come,
so he wanna scare his friend.
-.-
who in the world will come in the morning to scare his friend,
and didn't inform his friend?
this suspicious guy seems to be in his 19 or 20.
his hair is dyed,
but he look quite decent.
come to think of it,
7th floor de kids,
one boy studying pri sch,
one girl think younger than me also.
this become more suspicious.

i waited for my mum,
and after that i took cab to school.
cause it's already 12.05pm,
and i supposed to reach school by 12pm de!!
i arrived school at 12.20pm,
thank god they still haven't left =)
hmmm...
things were still okay,
but some stuffs still haven't "negotiate" finish yet.
and yah,
chalet plans had changed.
it will not be aloha le,
due to some problems,
and also due to the money.
basically the rest only paying $80,
as for the 3 of us,
we paying $170++ each -.-
so because of 2 problems,
we changed to costa sands,
and anyway only about 8 or 9 people staying only mah,
what for need aloha so big haha.
so now,
each people only need to pay max $60 or less =)
haha cheaper right,
then 3 of us paying $85-$100,
depending on the no of people.

accompany ws home to change,
cause he going swimming complex to work.
took bus 812 with him,
and alight opposite swimming complex,
i took 169 there home.
5pm met ivan again and went occ play pool.
6.10pm left to 156 for dinner,
but after that decided to go chong pang eat.
when i reached chong pang,
it's already 6.54pm,
and i have guitar lesson at 7pm.
so i bought a McChicken and went up le,
then ivan went home.
jieming came today again =)
great!
haha now a lot people were asking,
"how come your name become anthony?"
OR
"how come e-van kept calling you anthony??"
haha,
and it all started way back to the previous prayer at occ =)
so just now when we were about to worship,
sir james told the people at the back to come forward fill the gap,
then e-van came and said,
"eh anthony!!!!! i stand beside you okay."
so a "98.7 FM" girl stood beside me.
then leslie was like,
"??? when your name become anthony one?"
hahaha
...............
i also don't know leh.
my christian name 1 is Aloysius,
christian name 2 is Anthony.
surname 1 is Lin,
surname 2 is Ong.
overall surname is still Lin,
therefore my full name is AloysiusAnthony Lin.
for short can just call Althony.
LOL!

okay after combined youth cell,
we walked to chong pang nasi lemak there to eat,
and it was getting late le,
so sir james sent me home,
and sent leslie too.
THANKS SIR JAMES!
reached home,
received a quite saddening news from my mum =(
after that i read someting which makes me feel a little moody,
so overall i'm feeling lousy bah i guess.

how does it feels like seeing 2 of your good friends "quarrels"?
in the past,
there was once it was me and one of them quarrel,
and the other helps to settle everything back to normal.
thank you!
but now,
it's both of them,
and i'm the middle man,
feeling quite sad.
4 years of friendship,
will it just go away that easily just because of one thing?

7 months is long!!!
haiz...
Lord,
i pray that you will show mercy on him.

it's one month away from o level le,
now the real thing is here.
hope there's an improvement in my o level results next year when i get back,
compared to my prelim results.
i really hope i can reach my target,
cause justin promised he's going to treat me dinner!!
$100 for 2 people,
just him and me.
and of cause i'm not working towards this goal just because of the dinner,
but because i want to do well and not regret =)
the oscar thingy said i can be a counselor or psychiatrist next time -.-
haha interesting arh?

GoForIt, Althony!!

haiz...
tomorrow should be the day for me to rest at home,
but i'm still going back to sch to settle some stuffs =(
but i know it's worth it.

i just hope that things between both of you would be fine after tomorrow.
"A", if you could talk in a better manner and not be so stubborn,
i think things could be settle easier =)
"B", if you could change your attitude,
balance your timing,
and think about all this,
things could also be settle easier =)
if i go down tml,
would things be much more easier to settle??
hard to say o.O
but i will still pray that it will at least help a little.

Mr Daryl Lee is going overseas tomorrow,
and will be back around sunday evening i guess.
enjoy!
have fun!

GoForIt!!

prelim is over today.
if don't have o level,
i would be enjoying now =)

it has been one week,
and finally...... ^ ^

seriously like what adelene said,
once bio paper 2 over is like whole prelim end le.
haha mon when i finished my bio paper 2,
i was felt much more relax,
and i didn't study much for bio paper 1 and science paper 1.
ytd got the NE exam,
all we need to do is answer some questions,
earn money,
build -.-
haha,
play long will bored de.
mon, tues and wed after paper,
we all went cyrus house to watch "My Name is Earl"
nice and funny show.

it has been a long time since i join the rest for soccer on sunday at 932 le.
got 2 times after church,
went study with alvin.
after studying he went home changed.
then i followed him.
went 932 together,
he play,
i slack there.
but left early.
but this sunday,
i'm gonna join them again YEAH!
it's great that shawn has join me to come for church service le,
hope more to come =)

29th sept,
youth service,
also mr daryl lee's birthday!
haha yah,
i had invited some people to come youth service,
hopefully i will see them =)
so if you guys wanna come too,
can come and join us,
it's at Orchid Country Club.
think it's 7.30pm bah.
let me know if coming haha.

boooooooooooooo.......
feeling super lousy past few days,
also thinking a lot of stuffs,
study a lot,
miss a lot,
slack a lot,
sleep not so a lot,
eat not so a lot( due to saving money =( ),
dream a lot,
crap a lot.
haha.
that's somehow my life,
just that i did those much more past few days XD
guess a while more break,
then back to studying again le.

hahaha!
i wanna turn 18!!!
can't wait till i'm 18,
there are so much things waiting for me to do man!
yeah yeah yeah.
haha.

GoForIt!!

today i did chinese paper 2 until i doze off ZzZzZ....
morning already almost couldn't wake up,
on the way to school in my father's car,
i was sleeping soundly.
chinese paper,
was reading one passage after another,
read till i sleep =)
but i manage to complete lah haha.
paper 9.30 ends,
but stayed back.

today was BB's promotion parade,
only sir james came,
no other officers came,
no primers came.
so sir james asked me for help =)
went parade to help out.
my task was to take photos and help out in the promotion ceremony.
and good news,
everyone today were promoted!!
even the sec 1s.
congratz 62nd boys.
congrats to Ssg Kang Kee Ching,
congrats to Ssg Joel Heng.
Staff liao wor,
same rank as the other founder's men.
keep up the good work.

got the end of year BB schedule.
fun camp will be on 26th to 29th Nov,
then got combined youth sports event,
combined youth amazing race,
primer's camp for both BB and GB.
there's parade on 17th,
last parade of the year,
i will be coming cause o level ends le =)
hmmm....
long time didn't come parade,
today finally got the chance to come back and see see.
before sir promote the boys,
he test some people the BB knowledge,
but a lot can't answer -.-
boys arh boys,
buck up and show standards!
uphold the name of BB in OPSS,
and also the name of 62nd!
9 sec 3 boys will be signing up for the FAA project,
well done,
all the best for your founder's guys!

i'm really really so so tired....
tired of thinking,
tired of dreaming,
tired of wondering,
tired of hoping,
tired of worrying,
but.....
that's life!
life still goes on.
i think i just need to catch more sleeps and rest more hahaha!
ok my next nightmare subject is coming on the way,
BIOLOGY!
thanks to people who asked and concerned.
haha you people will know who you people are,
because you people asked and show concern.
THANKS ALOT!
okay,
the day is ending.
God bless everyone with a great night,
and that everyone can rest well and have a sweet dream!

GoForIt!!

today woke up 7am,
meet other s3 boys at khartib mac for breakfast at 9am.
reached there only saw weiming,
then slowly the rest also came le.
after eating our breakfast,
went back school 10.30.
stayed at classroom from 11am till 11.50am.

practical was still alright,
except that there is one gas many people can't find =)
after practical,
cyrus, royston, yongjun, weiming, darren and i went out school for lunch.
yongjun and darren went back first,
after we eat finish,
we also went back.
met cyrus and royston 4.30 at yishun mrt,
i take 169 then weiming half way board the bus,
and we reached yishun mrt 5pm.
went to occ to play bowling,
but royston went to pool there find darren, yongjun and adonis.
so only me, cyrus and weiming player bowling.
both games,
cyrus 1st, i 2nd =) weiming 3rd.

after bowling,
we went down find the rest.
played one round pool,
cyrus, me and yongjun vs weiming, darren and royston.
this is my first time playing pool -.-
many funny things happened while playing haha!
after one round,
we all left.
shuttle bus came and we board.
inside the shuttle bus got the ez-link card machine,
then adonis saw and asked royston,
"eh, need tap not? i didn't tap leh"
so royston said need.
then adonis stand up,
took out wallet,
walked in front,
tap first time,
ERROR.
tap second time,
ERROR.
haha we all immediately laugh like siao in the bus.
so so so so funny lah!

went kfc for dinner,
yongjun and adonis went home.
chat a lot after finished our dinner.
talk things about M18 shows that we always go cyrus house watch =)
his house a lot nice shows lah.
next time after exams,
we may go his house watch M18 movie marathon haha!
prelims still one more week,
tomorrow MT paper 2,
next week 3 bio papers and science paper 1.
then prelims over le,
but the next big nightmare will be coming,
o level!
now i suddenly not sure whether want go nyp or np le -.-
cause np business good,
but np far from my house leh.
hahaha...
see first bah =)

GoForIt!!

ytd, friday...
almost can't find anyone out to study,
but finally found zulaikha!
haha thanks zulaikha,
though fatin can't make it,
but you still accompanied me XD
studied geog together,
hmmm...
we planned to study only development and industry,
studied until 5.30 we started talking other stuffs liao.
talked about many many things haha,
and zulaikha,
don't worry lah,
i will tell you after o levels.

6pm left bk,
zulaikha went home,
i waited for daryl at ocbc.
around 6.10pm,
it started to rain heavily.
6.20pm,
still no sign of mr daryl.
6.25pm i sms-ed him,
he stuck at yishun gv,
raining heavily so he can't come over hahaha!
6.30pm,
leslie walked pass,
called him and he put his guitar with me then went to buy bread.
daryl finally came,
and 3 guitars outside ocbc for sale.
haha no lah jkjk.
went 156 makan,
and 3 of us were late for guitar lesson.
reached church office 7.30pm,
30 mins late leh.
learnt how to play the song "Therefore being Justified "
haha it's BB's all times favourite song.

cell talked about dating topic,
haha and sir was saying i believe many people here not first time le bah.
=) i'm don't even have first time!
yeah~!
and shawn soh!
jiayou!!!!!!!
finally you asked,
you can do it man!
like what sir james said,
dating le then start courtship,
when you really love this girl,
you must let their parents trust that their daughter will be safe in your hands,
and you must have this commitment that you want marry her,
cause after courtship ending part is marriage le mah =)
think it's roughly something like that.
after cell,
nicky taught me a few easier way to play some chords,
thanks nicky!
now i can play the song more easier.

went the s11 opposite yishun mrt for a drink,
shawn and i were hungry,
so we ordered food.
jeremy and marcus left first.
so left me, shawn, jonathan and sir james.
after a while,
suddenly saw the girl's cell people.
once shawn and me saw e-van,
shawn immediately " eh anthony!!! "
haha we sat together,
and shawn getting more and more excited in sms-ing.
e-van asked me again " your real name is what? not anthony right?? "
haha e-lin said i'm aloysius.
e-van don't believe me,
so he asked sir james what's my name,
"aloy loh, why?"
haha and the whole story continue again from last week.
then sir gave me a new name,
Aloysiusanthony.

11.25pm liao,
i scared i missed my last bus,
so i left with shawn and jonathan first.
before i left,
e-van said "bye anthony!"
"and anthony's friend, what's your name?"
haha.
anthony's friend is shawn soh =)
and anthony is referring to me.
jonathan took mrt home,
shawn and me went interchange.
shawn became more and more nervous le,
haha Go For It lah!
i support you!

haha shawn soh cut hair le,
i later morning going cut too.
after that,
study again :|
okie,
anthony tired le,
anthony going sleep now,
niteZ!
tata~!

Anthony, GoForIt!!

today early morning didn't went for breakfast with my mum,
because ivan last night jio me go sembawang for breakfast/lunch before going study.
met him 11am at yishun interchange,
took bus to sembawang shopping centre there.
the shop was opposite.
hmmm....
we ordered too much liao,
ended up left over a bit food.
we ordered 2 bowls of rice each,
i left over 1/4 rice,
ivan left over about half!
haha.
we were super full,
then ivan start to complain he stomachache and his feel come liao -.-

went back northpoint meet shi shi study.
xiang came to find us after that.
saw edmund ang jing yong there at bk,
after that i saw a girl smiling,
i look closer,
adelene =)
but i didn't know that guy in front of her was kerliang,
until edmund told me.
i studied geog until i don't understand a single thing,
got so stressed,
so i studied physics instead.
but still,
when i studied chapter 14,
statics electricity,
i don't understand the induction part,
especially the sphere de!!
earth here earth there,
then induce here induce there -.-
earth plus induce until i blur.
mr heng jia wei joined us at 3pm after his bible quiz lessons,
hey mr heng,
future mrs heng's husband!
all the best for this saturday's bible quiz!!
bring back Gold Honour Roll again hor!
best is champion lah haha.

ivan and xiang left at 5.30pm,
they went dinner then play badminton.
i went to find them around 6+++ leaving the couples behind.
sorry shi shi,
asked you out to study,
but end up i left earlier =(
around 8+
i went back bk to find them for dinner =)
but!
after dinner i need to rush home =(
so leaving them behind again =(
when i reached home,
my mum showed me a letter,
which makes me happy ^ ^
i feel that actually writing letter speaks more than someone telling you face to face,
cause every word that the person write was filled with feelings, thoughts etc.
glad that he received the birthday card i sent him!!!
and yesterday when i went to visit him,
he asked about my exams all this,
then in this letter,
he wrote "Hope you do well for your coming exams k. "
first time he wished me for my exams =)
anway i had told mummy to buy sushi le,
today she came,
mummy gave her the sushi liao =)
he is a great bf XD

today i asked joel this question.
what if one day,
you found out that the person (you know who) you like is actually your sister,
same father different mother,
what would you do??
and he can't even answered it.
heehee.
i asked this question because this morning before i left my house,
i watched zhong ji yi jia.
this guy love this girl,
this girl also love this guy.
they together le,
and his father just found out that this girl was actually his daughter.
he decided to tell both of them about this.
end up,
the girl decided to leave the house.
haha the shows ends until this part,
so tomorrow then will know what happen.
so mr heng,
would you do what the girl do?
or would you act nothing had happened and continue loving her??
and don't ask me this question,
cause i won't answer this question HAHA!

at first i don't want o level to come so fast,
now i wanted o level to end fast badly!!!!
and also i can't wait to reach the age of 18 too =)
haha many things ahead of me!
so........

GoForIt!!

today i experienced the pain of waiting -.-
actually meeting yongjun 12.30pm.
reached northpoint at 1pm,
called ivan to come study first cause yongjun didn't reply me.
then 1.30,
yongjun sms me that he around 3 then will come.
............
so ivan said okay he come find me study.
from 1.30pm,
i waited until 3pm then he appeared -.-
went bk eat le then study.
yongjun reached around 4pm =.=
the agony of waiting.
decided to go for badminton around 6+
but yongjun went home for dinner,
so only left me, ivan and linxiang.

wilson united was formed around may 2007,
players are linxiang and me =)
we didn't have much training,
only play play a few times.
today,
we had our first ever match with strangers.
they are filipinos!
they are good man!!!
at first we were trashed,
but next game,
we managed to play until 21-19,
but still lose =(
nvm,
we will practiced more after our o lvl =)
so if anyone after o lvl feel bored nth to do,
can find us play badminton de!

how i wish o lvl faster ends,
and after that time can pass by slowly!!!!
especially prom night that day,
it will be 2nd last time all sec 4 gathering together =(
the very last time will be next year when we all go back opss to get our o lvl results.
so opss sec 4s ppl out there,
grab any of your opportunities =)
or else you might regret after that!!!!
Go For It!!!
haha that 3 words is for me myself =)
no lah i where got so selfish.
tahan a while more,
and soon we will have quite a long break!
all the best to all ppl taking o lvls!

GoForIt!!

i just remembered something...
last friday while having supper at chong pang nasi lemak,
mr cheo asked me hows my prelims,
what papers over liao.
i told him amaths, english, chem paper 3, s.s, chi paper 1.
he asked english paper 1 come out what questions and which i chose?
he asked what's the 1 word question.
reminiscence.
so he asked how come i didn't choose that question to write,
so my answer was, "i don't really know what it means =("
yah my vocab is really limited,
sad.
i told him i wrote the school life de,
alvin said i digging my own grave LOL.
i guess i won't do well for my paper 1 bah.
then mr cheo asked about english paper 2,
difficult!
haha.
sir james said one way to improve my english is to read newspapers.
mid-year i got read,
but slowly lesser and lesser.
until now,
totally never read le.

seriously,
my house is not a good place for me to study.
so i guess i will have to always find ppl out to study le.
and why not a good place,
it's because of my temptations =(
sir james asked me before what are my temptations,
and this is the one i told him LOL!
1 Corinthians 10:13
No temptation has seized you except what is common to man.
And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear.
But when you are tempted,
he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.
tomorrow will start revising for geog and bio le.
lots to study and do for bio =(
haiz...
all the best to myself bah =)

You lightened up my day ^ ^

GoForIt!!

today is a super tiring day for me.
woke up 6.40am,
then met shawn 8am at northpoint mac.
while waiting,
i almost fell asleep -.-

during service,
pastor asked us to shake 5 ppl's hand and tell him glad to see you today!
first i shook shawn's hand,
then ben loo's hand,
then e-lin's hand.
next was e-van,
when we were shaking,
she said, "you bluff me arh, you are not anthony. you're aloysius!!"
me: "haha when did i said i'm anthony =)"
e-van: "waaaa make me yesterday so paiseh loh. when i saw the real anthony,
i asked him, you anthony???"
me and shawn : "HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!"
when shawn always called me anthony in front of her,
she will give a sian diao look.

after service we went foodcourt for lunch.
finished lunch,
the rest all left le,
except jian long, jerome, kian kuen, daryl, shawn and me.
so we went around northpoint walk walk.
shawn went up timezone play,
after a while we went up see him play.
went home around 1.45pm,
finally found someone to go plaza sing together,
met yongjun 3.15pm at amk mrt.

both of us were late =)
reached dhouby ghoat 4.10 like that,
then yingshi sms tell me opss dancing le.
when we reached plaza sing 1st storey,
all we heard was opss ppl screaming and screaming.
next we saw the dancers bringing the chair back down together with the mascot -.-
okay.... we missed opss LOL
meanwhile we went to yamaha shop to test out the guitars.
hmmm....
the guitars there not bad.
went outside yamaha shop,
then decided to disturb yingshi.
yingshi asked where am i,
so i asked her looked up and if she saw a guy wearing red and white stripes waving not?
she asked if that's me.
haha nope =)
that's yongjun.

after the high school musical thingy ends,
we went walk around ps.
then we went back to northpoint for dinner.
on the way home,
i fell asleep on the bus.
heehee,
everytime if i fell asleep on the bus,
i will always wake up at the traffic light beside my house before the bus-stop de,
so i won't missed my stop haha.
now,
i'm super-duper-puper-buper-ruper-luper-huper-tuper-yuper tired.
zZzZzZzZzZzZ.......
sleeping soon liao

heeeheee.
tired weekend + fun weekend + happy weekend

GoForIt!!

ytd after school,
actually planned to go peiying with zulaikha.
but when i see the time,
11.30 liao,
so i decided not to go.
SORRY ZULAIKHA!!!!
so went northpoint for lunch with baldovin and qionghui.
qionghui had no choice but to go there,
because her hp was with joel and yingshi.
went to foodcourt -.-
immediately i told daryl that later 6pm i meet him,
DON'T GO FOODCOURT!!!
it's like every sunday noon we at there le.
i ate from mini wok stall,
the rest ate from jap.
at first they sat at a 4-people table,
so i was the only 1 standing,
so extra sia =)
then changed to 6-people table.
stressed sia,
eating with 2 couples leh.
i was the first to eat finish,
and i'm in a hurry so i left first leaving the couples behind.
rush to church office alone.

had last lesson on assurance ytd,
and we're taking a break haha!
and again only i went for follow-up alone,
2nd time liao,
but it's okay lah.
during the lesson,
we talked about answered prayer,
so sir james asked did God answered my prayer,
then he asked about the situation now,
when i told him the situation,
he said he had been praying for him,
and i myself had also be praying for him.
and God answered it!
God is not that kind of God that is like,
"eee you not christian why should i help you or be mercy on you."
no He's not!
DEFINITELY NOT!!!!
haha,
because He showed mercy to him,
even though he don't know God.
really i wanna thank God,
glad that things are better now.

lesson ends around 1.45,
went to yishun interchange to take bus home.
on the way saw ian outside at ocbc there sitting,
so went to sit with him and talked with him.
after a while,
syahril appeared.
he just came back from friday prayer,
and he asked "what you all doing here."
i replied, "waiting for your girlfriend loh, she late sia."
"huh? _ _ arh??"
haha don't need say you all should know who de lah!
after he left,
another guy appeared,
joel heng -.-
he went home and changed and come out again.
for what??
movie with _ _ .
this one don't need say you all also should know who lah HAHA!
since they going amk hub to watch,
i joined them take mrt,
actually wanted to ask them take bus with me,
but joel don't want,
so take mrt loh,
mrt nearer to amk hub,
only trouble thing is that i need to walk home from there -.-
bus further from amk hub,
but beside my house =)

met daryl 6.15pm at ocbc again,
saw shawn soh,
he going for dinner with adrain,
so asked him whether wanna join us for prayer at OCC,
he said yes =)
good good,
and tml he's coming for church service,
and tml also the 3rd month i attended YMM =)
wooow happy 3 months in YMM to myself ^ ^
hope shawn can regular attended YMM too.
ytd was the longest prayer session i ever had,
but our cell was clever,
we sat on the floor.
prayed for a lots of things.
after prayer,
waited for the rest outside for the rest as they had breathing for today's Crazy Saturday,
which i didn't go =(
briefing ends and they came out.
suddenly e-van came and said,
"you anthony ong right??? are you anthony ong???!?!"
so enthu like that haha,
then i was shocked,
i looked at shawn,
he looked at me.
i replied "............ yah yah =)"
she became more enthu "5! 5! 5!!!! we tomorrow same group!!!! see you tomorrow!"
haha.
a lot youths in church still don't really know my name yet,
that time shumin asked,
"i know your name starts with A, and very long one. but i don't know what"
lol, now become anthony ong.
i think today when she saw the real anthony ong,
she might be shock. LOL.
went to chong pang nasi lemak there for supper,
tat tong drove me, leslie, alvin and shawn there.
11+ he drove alvin, shawn and me back home.
he can drive me back,
because we stay at amk =)

today,
went to celebrate darren's birthday in advanced with ivan and the half god half human,
LEE LIN XIANG!
watched ratatouille at amk hub,
quite a nice show,
but inside very very very very very cold ~~~~~~~~
after movie we went to orchard cause ivan wanna buy specs and i also wanna buy things.
in the end,
ivan didn't bought his specs,
only i bought my things.
went back amk hub again to buy another thing,
then sent 3 of them to bus-stop and they took bus home.
basically,
darren only spend $1 today -.-
his first record,
went out so long but only spent $1.
the other time he went to bugis with me and my mum,
he didn't spend any money,
cause my mum treat him ice-cream and lunch.
but didn't went out that long that time.
haha reason he spent $1 is only on ice-cream,
the rest we treat him de.
hmmm....
though we didn't do anything much today,
but i still hope you enjoyed yourself bah!!
happy birthday in advanced darren!
next year pei wo go there buy that 4544 hor!
=) you should know 4544 is what.

GoForIt!!