chinese o lvl paper 1 & 2 have ended at 12.30 =)
my target is to get A2 for this chinese o lvl,
but if i get B3, i think i wont retake le bah even though i wont be happy with the B3 result.

paper 1 i did question 2 & 5,
and for question 5,
i wrote lots of crap,
like loan sharks should allow ppl to slowly pay the dept etc.
during paper, i was still okay.
only abit blocked nose.
but come paper 2,
my sinus starts attacking me like siao!!!!
arrghhhh....
i having serious sinusitis problem for more than 3 weeks le!!!
ever since first week mid-year starts liao.
normally i just have normal slight blocked nose only,
but these 3 weeks is torturing sia.

i dun really have much confidence to get A2,
but i believe i had tried my best and will get A2 =)
if lucky, A1 ^ ^
hmmm, now going to nua liao.
but will be starting my holiday assignment maybe tml or wed bah.
sian, this week so many afternoon remedial.
got the english dept de,
still got chemistry.
make me no time go down HQ buy my rank =(
lucky tml no afternoon remedial,
so after remedial need chiong down to HQ le haiz.. =(

so excited about this coming saturday!!!
know what day is it??
haha, my dream come true day =)
but need to cut hair also -.-
i just cut last week,
then this fri need cut again,
thanks to the founder's ceremony lah.
then sir say our hair too long,
so end up,
9 founder's men need cut hair,
only 1 founder's man, DENG JIAN ZHONG dont need cut.
haha obviously he dont need cut right =)

well, someone last week told me he by sunday will msg me to tell me he can make it not.
today is monday le,
i receive no sms from him at all XD
but nvm...
think i help him go buy lah,
i'll be a nice man this time.
and he's serious trying to be disgusting.
he kept replying me "so cute."
OMG LAH!!!
"outside with my mum", "lame lah"...
all these 2 sms-es cute???
dotz................................
for some guy like him to think it's cute -.-
it make me hair stands LOL.

last saturday went to watch pirates of the caribbean,
hmmmmm.......
NICE SHOW!
haha,
alot funny parts lah.
but the most memorable and er xing part for me, darren and yong jun is when they at antarctic there i think,
the chinese man's leg kena frozen.
he accidentally pulled out his toe.
LOL!!!
and then the money, Jack, also very cute.

haiz,
still got 6 more months to go.
o lvl ends at 6 Nov.
and so many papers squeeze into one day de loh.
sir told us before,
last time his o lvl,
one week one or two paper.
now, one day even got 3 paper leh!!
somemore their o lvl last 1 month,
ours last 1 week+
what a big difference.

today whole day mock exam -.- half dead liao hahaha! check mark script during mock exam, heng, luckily i passed my e maths!! =) so overall only 3 subjects fail. actually can pass combined humans de, but i think my geog didnt work hard enough =( and my highest grade is only B4, not even a B3 this time =( i think my L1R4 for business course is 29!!!! coz both required subjects, eng and combined humans i also fail =( required points i think is around 15 bah, and english B3 if i'm not wrong. haiz... and still the same for A maths, F9 =( cant even get an E8, i'm so pathetic! combined science i aimed for A2, now not even a B3. i only barely satisfied with my bio an chinese results, coz didnt expect to score those results. last friday bought the tickets for Pirates of The Caribbean le!!! the show wil be on 26th May, sat. sad it clashes with my youth service, coz the show starts at 2045, and my youth service at 2000. haha so cannot go youth service le loh. chinese o lvl coming soon le, just next monday!!! i'm aiming for an A2 this time!!!! HAHAHA!!! from E8 result, i aimed for a pass for mid year, and i got a B, this time, i want an A2!!! gonna work very hard for it man =) crying one time does not make me feel good. crying two times does not make me feel better. crying three times does not make me feel any better. crying four times does not make me feel much better. crying five times does not even make me feel better at all. ^ ^

YEAH!!!!!
i'm so happy now!!!
haha, when i reached home,
my mum told me morning miss long called.
then my bro's stead answer the phone mah,
she thought she is my younger sis -.-
miss long ask my mum to go for the Founder's Award Ceremony.
she also ask my mum to ask my "mei mei" go,
LOL.
my mum say since teacher ask her go le,
she say she tml go take leave on 2nd June!!!!
WOOOHOOOO!!

haha, my mum ask only she go arh?
then ask me call yukai ask if his mum going not.
when i call,
yukai say his mum also ask if my mum going not.
LOL,
so qiao,
that's what i wanna ask him leh.
so 2nd June,
4 of us will be going there together loh,
then it will be like when we K1 that time,
our mother bring us back from sch. haha,
brings back memories =)

yukai same sch as me since K1 le,
haha same class somemore.
i still have our K2 class photo,
he looks cute at that time!
then p5, p6, sec 1, sec 2 also same class.
haha somemore our mothers also know each other de.
he my longest friend liao,
12 years le wor!!!
haha.
happy that we can get Founder's Badge ^ ^

i still remember when i sec 1 join BB,
i saw all my seniors so many badges,
rank so high,
then got 1 wear red sash and everyone call him CSM de.
i also saw so many wearing blazer,
look so smart.
i then asked myself,
will i be able to be promoted to the highest rank?
will i get so many badges?
will i wear blazer like them?
will i become one of the leaders and lead BB?
will i be able to possess that kind of leadership?
will i achieve the highest award that i saw during the orientation displays?
well, at that time,
62nd coy still didnt have any Founder's Man yet.
the first batch of Founder's Man appeared when i'm sec 2.
6 of them first batch.
that time i still dont possess any leadership yet.
everything also dare not do.
then when come sec 3,
i started to possess some leadership le =)
last year,
2nd batch of Founder's Man,
4 ppl only.
this year,
we are the 3rd batch.
if i'm not wrong,
there's 10 of us!!
biggest batch ever in 62nd coy for the time being =)
3 years had passed,
and i already come so far.
all those questions that i asked myself during sec 1,
all came true,
except for the blazer =(

anyway,
will be coming back to serve as primer and voluntary officer.
in order to become officer,
one has to be a christian =)
haiz...
disappointed with my results arh.
fail 4 subjects =(
haiz,
badly done sia.
nvm bah,
shall work hard to achieve what i want!!!!
HEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~

haha,
today the career seminal,
darren and i went to the business and accountancy talk 2 times.
first and third session,
coz third session we accompany xiang,
somemore we 11.30 inside the room le.
only we 3 nia.
then 2nd session actually i going pharmacetical science de,
but see alot ppl so dun go liao.

we go architecture talk,
go in cr3,
then mr chua come in say he speaker didnt come,
ask us go other talk.
actually wanted to go pycology de,
then so many ppl inside,
somemore talk start 10mins ago liao,
suddenly walk in very paiseh.
so we slack at study corner,
wait for business and accountancy talk end,
then we go in enjoy air-con.
business and accountancy de talk is the fastest,
coz 15 mins nia.

haha the speaker didnt recognise darren and me.
first session,
we sit in front.
then we qian da with the speaker.
third session,
we 3 walk in.
he ask me we coming for talk arh,
then i say yah.
haha.
during the quiz time,
before the 2nd question is even flash on the screen,
i shout out wireless liao LOL.
he say "waa got inside information de arh"
then he give darren highlighter coz i say is darren say de.
darren again like session one, talk highlighter then pass to other ppl.
his second highlighter of the day sia.

when the speaker give darren highlighter at third session,
i ask him "ehh, just now i thought u say no more liao"
haha coz first session,
he give out 3,
he say finish liao.

heard from cyrus 10 ppl fail bio,
hope i'm not one of them.
I WANT PASS BIO!!!!
at least at B!!!!
haha.
15th June,
going Planet Shakers concert at expo!!
YEAH!!! first ever live concert i'm going.
if it's Hillsong,
it will be more exciting for me!!!
but live concert,
which is also live worship with many thousands and millions of christians!!!!
that's cool man!!!
the biggest worship i ever had is only at BYG,
the mega worship,
with 100+ i think.

MT o lvl coming soon le,
and i'm so scared,
coz my chinese result recently drop like siao.
anyway good luck to everyone bah!

IVAN!!! we all jiayou bah =)

haiz...
my bro and 4 of his friends were attacked by a group of malay adults.
this time is not he caused trouble le,
but is the malays who started it.
then 5 of them kena attacked by 10+ malays,
heard from my mum 2 of his teeth drop,
then one of his friend's hand fractured,
the rest also injured.

haiz...
another problem added into my life,
but im feeling better now.
coz can consider that i solved one problem ytd le,
though what i said might be harsh =(.
but it all ends ytd night.

when darkness turns to light, it ends tonight, it ends tonight. ^ ^

2 weeks ago,
i ordered mochi from leslie,
coz he is selling them for mother's day.
alot youth in the church bought from him.
i bought 20 pieces for $9.
today went cell and collect it.
when i reached home,
my mum came out from her room.
then i gave her the mochi and told her its for this sunday's mother's day gift.
she smile and say "xie xie ni" (thank you in chinese).
at that moment,
i almost cried.
i was touched by her thank you,
though its just a thank you.
this is the first ever mother's day gift i give my mum.
=)

yawn....
haha wake up le.
today was feeling very very tired,
so went to take a nap zZzZz..

hmmm...
today chem paper, easy??
can say easy lah,
hope can score 80 marks and above again ^ ^
ytd read the water notes,
and today last qn come out!!
yeah!
but i last qn 1 mark gone le,
coz the solid should be cation,
not metal.
but i wrote zinc metal instead of zinc ion!!!

after paper went to pet shop with weiming.
waaa sian,
thought the pet shop open le,
reached there 1030,
they say 11pm then open.
so went to the next pet shop nearby to buy things.
had been going home with weiming recently =)
though he's a GL kia,
but he's actually nice to talk to lah.
it had been so long since i had share so much problems to my friend le,
coz used to share with someone other ppl de,
but now no more liao ^ ^
so last week and this week,
i have been accompanying him take 169 home,
since 169 do reach amk.

think i had done enough crying recently le,
i shall not cry for you anymore le =)
if the next time i cry for you,
it shall be some things that happened that really really really hurts me alot bah,
i guess. XD

in the first place,
why did u ever let me have so much stupid hopes and confidence???
yet now?
.......
haiz...

u dont seems to be bothered about it at all.
so im just doing a "1-man show" lah?
u just treat me like a "10cents"??
when u need to go public toilet or use the payphone,
u will be searching everywhere for me.
but when u dont need go public toilet and got hp,
u dont even pick me up when u saw me lying on the floor.
is 10cents that worthless???
but nvm,
im willing to be your "10cents" if u want to treat me like one.
i will just be that worthless "10cents",
at least i can help a little.

all that beautiful memories, stories etc etc,
all had been shattered into pieces.
they were once kept in this small little botte,
and no matter how much memories i put in,
it will nv be totally filled up,
coz i believe it wont end.
but now,
its already shattered into small little pieces,
and can nv be put back into 1.

this year's Founder's Award Ceremony is not together with Awards Presentation Ceremony le. it will be 2 different ceremony. and Founder's Award Ceremony this year is 2nd june!!! held at Hilltop Garden Restaurant, Civil Service Club, Bukit Batok Clubhouse. the ceremony will be held in the format of a 9-course lunch reception. and the cost is free for all Founder’s Award recipients!!! woow... haha. its so sad when u want someone to come witness the ceremony, but she cant really make it. haiz... i had always wanted my mum to come, since sec 1. i told myself during sec 1, that if i ever get founder's badge, the highest award a bb boy can achieve. i will want my mother to witness it!! hai... but i can understand lah, coz she has to work. cant blame her... ^ ^ heehee, i didn't break the promise that i made for myself =) thank you Lord!!

haha just now something that happened to jinghang happened to me.
at 7.40pm, i was sleeping soundly.
my hp rang.
my mum called.
"Quan arh, what u want to eat" (she say in chinese)
then i keep huh-ing.
haha i thought morning 6am,
need wake up go sch le.
then she ask "still haven't wake up arh? going 8 le leh"
OMG!!! i supposed to wake up at 5pm,
but i think i didnt hear my alarm ring.
haha sleep all the way from 3.30 to 7.40,
im just too tired le.
didnt touch my geog and bio yet,
later gonna study awhile,
then going ZzZzZ again le.
guess tml once i wake up at 830,
im gonna chiong all the way liao.
haha!!
okie, my mum back liao,
going eat my dinner le..
byebye ^ ^

First of all, I would like to congratulate the following Boys for their successful application for their Founder’s Award.

WO Ong Shao Rui
WO Aloysius Lin ( ME ^ ^ YAY!! )
SSG Kan Ming Zhou ( nice one lah! )
SSG Deng Jian Zhong ( u did it!!! congratz!! )
SSG Darren Koh
SSG Lee Yu Kai
SSG Tan Eng Tian
SSG Titus Ng
SSG Ang Lin Chuan ( nice one aq captain!! )

well done guys!!!
our hard works had paid off!
gonna missed the times we had together in parades, camps, cips, etc.
miss those days we were all washing toilets together in sec 1 rtc camp.
miss those days we were having night drill together in sec 2 ldc camp.
miss those days we were having cips together like BBSGB.
miss those days we were hiking together during adventure camp.
miss those days we were having ldc 2 camp together last year at bb/gb campsite, 12th june to 14th june.
miss those days we were instructors together in march camp 2007.
miss those days we were having defaulters drill together during march camp 2007.
miss those days we were having promotions!!!
and i will nv forget our last parade together, where all of us get promoted!
know that quite alot of you not coming back as primers le,
but hope to see u guys out there still supporting BB!!
i love 62nd BB.

62nd echo batch!!
u guys rocks!!!

i so scared.
scare of what??
hmmm........
hmmmmmmmm....................
of coz is tml's AMATHS LAH!!!!!!
im famous for getting f9 for amaths de lah,
only passed once during last year's term 1.
hope this time will be second time,
then follow by getting B, then A for o lvl =)

these few days stressed up by studying ss,
maybe thats y i fall sick bah...
i only decided to study 1 theme, 4 essays,
so hope that one qn will come out 'Looking Ahead' theme,
and both parts will be what i have studied,
if not i will only attempt one qn only haha.
actually labour day wanted to sleep in the afternoon de,
coz previous night was talking to daryl till 3,
then morning 930 woke up.
but end up i studying ss, so nv sleep.
then ytd reached home wanted to go bathe then sleep le,
then jh ask me out study,
so again didnt sleep.
now, today!!!
i will go sleep for 1 or 2 hours before i start studying.

haha after exam went canteen,
then heard from mr chua my bio test got 30+
if im not wrong the test is out of 40 marks =)
hope mr chua didnt give fake info lah haha.
after that went to interchange there de pet shop,
saw my dog there,
haha think morning 11+ already there le.
he's there shaving botak!!
haha no lah, the head no botak,
only body nia.
then bought my dog some food,
wait later evening he comes back,
he shall be rewarded!!
haha.

gtg sleep,
good luck everyone for the remaining papers!!!

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old.
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

it already passed 12am, so its considered ytd le. went out to study with xiang and ivan.. ivan met us 5pm at BK, but xiang and me meet earlier at 4.30. 5pm, we called ivan, he still at home playing com. 5.15, he still at home chatting in com. 5.30, he say coming out. 5.45, he walking to mrt to top EZ-Link. 6.00, he finally reached BK. went to popular to find amaths books, then ivan and xiang go up timezone. i cant find that book, so went up find them. then saw my pri sch friend, Ting Si Yuan at timezone playing initial d. hahaha! 6.45, went to chong pang makan. xiang and i dont want makan there, so we waited ivan finish makan, then we go semabwang road there makan roti prata and nasi lemak. eat finish already 8.30 le, so slowly walked back to north point. then when reach north point, 8.50 le, then we decided to head back to 156 to wait for yukai. haha on the way walking was funny. xiang and i were talking about ivan, becoming a youth pastor, who is humourous. then he will serve in singapore's biggest church and attracts alot youths there. then end singapore will have alot christians. then ivan will share to this youths about last time he play too much com, which ruined his life. but luckily he found God. then he decided to become a youth pastor and serve in a church. he wanted to change all the youths into better person, he went around telling youths about his lifestories. haha everything was so funny lah. waited for yukai under 156, i was sitting outside the YMM de gate there. then yukai came down then we wen to his hse. when ivan was near 156 that carpark, he kicked his empty water bottle high up into the air, and it landed on a car. haha, all of us ran away! went to yukai's hse, then xiang and i decided to play badminton in his room. haha it was quite fun playing in his room, though the amount of space is limited. stayed in his hse until 11.30 then we left le. haha gonna study later in the afternoon le, still got 2 more essays for ss for me to memorize. also i need to do 1 set of emaths paper 1, try 1 set of amaths!!! haha actually i find today eng compre questions still manageable lah, hope can pass!!!! but summary quite badly done lah. ok, got to go sleep le. late le!! niteZ~! when will that day come?? will it ever come??? why can't i just be abit more daring????? haha! =)