2 ICAs over.

it feels like half of my life was drained away hahaha.
ytd was out the whole day.
morning went sch for cca.
norman and royston came too.
after cca,
played tgt with darren, royston and norman.
rush back home after that to bathe.
was super late,
so i asked jeremy to help me buy my lunch,
5 buns and 1 ribena -.-
went occ to meet him and then have my lunch.
felt that youth service ytd was great,
and weishen should actually come for it.
cause it might be something he wanna know about,
and maybe will lead him to receiving christ as his Lord and Saviour.

went expo with les and jeremy,
and had bk as our dinner there.
kian kei came join us too.
went in holding area,
the first group that get into the hall all chiong like siao.
haha,
then behind de all relax de.
cyrus and his friend came and sat in front of us,
nat came with his gf and sat beside us.
and yeah,
HILLSONG came out!
we all went to the front,
except for nat and his gf.
got super high during the praise.
finally worship came.
predicted all the songs correctly LOL.

after praise and worship,
went back our seats and new creation youth pastor came out to preach.
after the word of God,
hillsong's back for more worship.
after worship finished,
Joel Houston the worship leader said,
"this is just the beginning."
and come praise,
all of us chiong in front.
cyrus and me jumped like siao,
leslie also jumped like siao.
end up our leg muscles ache ^ ^
by right concert already ended,
and pastor came out to pray.
but due to high demand,
hillsong united came out again for last 2 songs!
One Way and Solution.
hillsong united concert was great!

went back with cyrus, his friend and jeremy.
when i reached home,
it's already 12.15am.
bathe and went to sleep.
woke up 6.30 this morning.
went 925 for breakfast with sir james, simon, jeremy, les, shiping, yueming and amanda.
haha no more yakun or mac =)
after church service,
majority of us went for ymm family day.
started off with lunch and our cell was playing bridge haha.
the activities was fun,
but soccer was the best!
long time since i played soccer.
i'm being drawn away from soccer cause i was working last time every sunday,
and they played every sunday late afternoon.

went back home,
and i was sleeping soundly on the bus ZzZzZzZ....
i did say i'm gonna study this week,
but now i'm gonna say i will study tomorrow =)

today is sbm's graduation day.
supposed to be no sch,
but morning suay suay got pom tut.
spent whole tut slacking =)
after sch met darren at khartib then went yishun for lunch and haircut.
saw kelvin at 925 there.
he suddenly say hi to me asking if i was from nyp.
then he say no wonder always sees me around.
i was almost going to tell him i was opss too,
and my class was just beside his for 2 years =)
met ws and then went darren hse to slack again.

went kim san leng for dinner with mr peh.
saw qionghui there.
chatted awhile then left to sir james hse.
during worship,
we sang "My Greatest Love Is You."
this song brought me back way to the past in sec sch,
then i always hang out with somone,
who WAS a true great friend of mine.
we always hang around in sch together worshipping.
this was one of the song we always sang ^ ^

okay,
tomorrow a busy day.
after cca,
will rush back home to wash up and rush to occ for special parade.
which is youth service.
i will not be joining the rest at northbrooks for lunch.
after youth service,
UNITED LIVE AT MAX PAVILION!!!!
yeah off to sleep!
God bless~

woow.
david cook won david archuleta by 12 million votes.
hahaha.
in about an hour time,
channel 5 will be showing the results.
in sch,
nat and i was saying,
"i last week already know who win american idol liao.
it's DAVID lah!!!"
-.-
i have quited 2 years ago,
but now it's back ^ ^
off for tv =)

everytime i will hope to see you around.
it just makes me feels like all burden that are stacked on me just disappear.
once a week can brighten my week -.-
thank you Lord!

got a serious headache in school today.

it has been a long time since i woke up 10am.
finally manage to have to good sleep =)
today shall be my last day slacking,
and i will start studying for my ica1 tomorrow onwards.
ytd after church,
walked ard np with jeremy.
met ws 12pm,
then we headed to orchard.
saw e-van on the train too.
jeremy alight at amk for movie with his friends.

cyrus meeting us 12.30 at orchard mrt,
but end up he reached there 1pm -.-
went back taka to return my punchcard,
cause this whole month i only work for 2 days,
and i cancelled the other 2 days.
saw hein myat!
he botak liao LOL!
went coffeebean to buy ice mocha,
saw cassandra there.
she's working there,
but wonder junjie got go there visit her often not,
HAHA!
went to wait for ivan to knock off at lido.
after that movie at cine.
cyrus went back.

watched drillbit taylor.
ivan and ws watched the previous day with someone,
but because of me,
they watched with me again =)
dinne at amk hub with my mum.
my mum treating 3 of us =)
had a great day.
it has been long since i hang out with this 2 "idiots" liao.
haha.

wanna thank for this busy week,
actually it's not that busy afterall =)
but without God guiding me,
i guess my week would have been messed up.
5 more days to hillsong united live.
the day i'm waiting for!

today is a super tiring day.
whole day playing sports from morning till evening.
feel like sleeping for more than 12 hours to get back all the energy that i've lost.
ytd chat with muhd some stuffs.
yeah,
things changes,
and we always regret the things we had done.
thinking if only we did this/that back then.
i used to think of "if only" and "what if" a lot of times.
i always say "if only i have done that back then."
i also said "what if i got there?"
but i never thought of now!

i always think about the past.
and i feel sad about things that had happened.
the past is the past,
it's a "WAS" and "WERE".
and i should forget about them,
all my past mistakes too.
=)
i shall learn to appreciate every "today" that i spend,
and really make full use of it.

during cell,
jon taught us about the new and the old.
when we came to accept christ,
a new us is borned,
and our old us is dead.
but satan always tried to bring back our old self.
i realized my worst habit in the past was actually not scolding a lot of vulgarities,
but it's judging other people.

Matthew 7 says,
"Do not judge, or you too will be judged.
2For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measure to you.
3"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?
4How can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye?
5You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye.

i think i should meditate on this verse and stop judging others!!!!
i wanna apologize to those i had judged =(
okay sleeping time for me!
nights.

haha,
i think BA ppl starts to love ms teo even more!
maybe it's because she's our PEM, stats lecturer and stats tutor hahaha!
today she told us a joke in lecture.
you should see her face when she said "F YOU!!"
haha that's super funny lah.
for your info,
she didnt say "F**** YOU".
she said "F YOU!".
haha it's part of the joke lah.

during the last part of lecture,
the whole theatre was noisy,
and she just screen the answer without saying anything.
it seems like only BA checking answer =)
then after screening all the answers briefly,
she said "lectures' over."
the other 3 classes were like "HUH??"
haha then we just pack our bag and went to next ltd for next lecture.
we were the first and only class to move out,
leaving 3 other classes inside which seems lost =)

yeah,
i'm gonna sleep early again tonight!
haha slept early ytd night,
but today morning my left eye lid was like abit swollen.
previous day was right eye lid.
gonna catch some tv first then sleep =)
enjoy the long weekend from sat to mon =)

i was doing some statistics and i got stressed up,
so i stopped doing for the day.
and i begin worrying about tomorrow's statistics tutorial,
cause nv do her tutorial = die.
i looking through youtube and i watched a video,
a sermon preached by pastor joseph prince.
he talked about don't worry about tomorrow,
cause many of us spend useless energy today worrying about tomorrow.
and eventually we get tired not because of physical work,
but we get tired mentally by worrying about tomorrow's project to be handover,
next week's deadline, etc.

He also said that Jesus says don't worry about tomorrow,
because God has given you all the grace,
all the strength,
all the equipments to handle more than any problem for today.
but there is not enough grace to handle anything tomorrow.
when tomorrow comes,
tomorrow will becomes today,
then there's enough grace for the today.
there's only grace for today,
there's no grace for tomorrow.
when we were a child,
we live only today,
we don't think about tomorrow.
we live in the moment.

well,
i guess i shall not worry about tomorrow's tutorial,
but i know i will try to complete it tomorrow before statistics tutorial =)
so i shall rest now and go sleep.
nights!

tiring day....
went for orientation today.
met darren and mavis first then went meet hayati.
had breakfast first and we had lots of laughters.
were splitted into groups,
but me, darren, mavis and hayati still same group.
ice-breaker for about 30mins i think.
after some talkings,
went for lunch at mac.
after that tennis at south court.
watched the captain played.
hahaha pro man!
he's not the captain for nothing.
forget to tell him les wanna say hi to him hahaha.
a guy saw darren wearing sec 3 camp shirt,
so he came and ask,
"you from opss? same. i graduated last year."
and his name is fuji.
haha he seems familiar.

our group's representatives won the finals!!!
haha.
after that before dismissal,
one of my group member suddenly asked me,
"are you from peiying last time?"
so i told her yah.
"no wonder your face so familiar..."
i was like,
waaaaa....
that was about 5 years ago,
and my face like changed a lot from primary school lah,
and she still can recognise me.
anyway i dont think i know her at all in the past =)
her name is joycelin i think.
after that during debrief,
suddenly another girl from behind tapped me,
"hey are you from sbm?"
i turned back,
ehhh... isn't her my ogl's gf, the interviewer for me during orientation?
so once again a yah was replied.
she was saying i'm the mr freshie -.-
lucky i wasn't the in the top 6 =)
anyway she's the one who represent our team for the mixed doubles with another year 1 guy.

just one day only,
and it's like suddenly people kept recognising me?
haha actually only 2 lah.
okay! i promised myself i'm gonna sleep early tonight to prevent more headaches man!!!
i shall rest well,
and no more work for this whole month i guess,
caused i just cancelled all my sat schedule today =(
i requested for a sunday,
but dont know my sales rep got arranged for me not,
but nvm.
anyway just celebrated mother's day in advance with my mother,
cousin and her parents, and my grandmother.
had dinner at iciban sushi.
think maybe tomorrow is dinner with my mother bah,
but will have to chiong my ica outline first!!
haha.

3days without hp!!
haha but i did answer my father's and mother's phonecall on thurs lah.
no choice.
haha.

today and ytd are siong.
did project from 5+ till 7+ ytd.
darren came to find me,
only manage to finish one question.
today stayed back again with nat,
did from 4+ till 7+ for our last part.
darren came find me again =)
cause need return him book,
and mavis joined us,
cause the rest go home liao.
went home ard 9 with mavis and darren.
nat was still waiting for his gf.
2 whole evenings spent on projects.
and ICE COFFEE WITH MILK keeps us awake =)
cause nat and i were like sleeping ard 5+ for 30mins,
lying dead in front of our laptops.
zZzZzZz....

well hope that tomorrow's presentation will be alright ^ ^
tomorrow will be no handphone day!!!
till friday.
cause our cell has agreement on it due to GDOP.
let's hope i wont use hp during these 3 days.
can i do that?
hmmm....
like what nat says,
can only check time with hp,
ppl send you sms,
only can read.
cannot reply.
thats the only 2 things we can do.
maybe off-ing hp for tomorrow,
then thurs on back again hahaha.

okay,
off for some FM,
then followed by studying for ICAs =(

work work.
i almost doze off today at work!

morning met les for breakfast,
then shiping, GERMS & amanda join us too.
standard sunday routine,
yakun with les,
then start of war world with les =)
i think only les and i know what it means.
lunch with marcus,
and had great chat with him.
i might join him for kickboxing!!
hahaha.
went work after that.

wooow!
last month my sales was totally zero!
i didnt manage to sell.
this month,
2nd of day work,
i finally sold 1!
yes!
1!
haha.

simon's dad is suffering from leukaemia.
please pray for him while you're reading this.
pray that healing will come,
as our Lord God Almighty is our healer!

went out on labour day,
wanted to catch a movie,
but end up too many ppl liao,
so we walked around causeway and slack.
ard 5pm,
darren and i went to meet jon and justin.
justin owed us a meal,
so we claimed it on that day,
as justin said jon was going to return him his money too =)
off we went to ichiban sushi for dinner.
all of us were quite full.
as for me,
super full!
main cause i think is coke float LOL.

recently the weather is hot.
cross one overhead bridge only,
and i can sweat like i just run 100m.
haha.
heard from radio today's temperature was 37 degrees!!!
OMG!
i wanna take a break from work soon.
yeah,
recovered from flu not long.
oh no,
she knows my secret!!!
ahhh must be someone told her de.
grrrrrrrr..............
haha,
but that was last year.
and 3 of the dlick five members did something,
that we only do once in a blue moon.
or maybe i can say once in a lifetime!
haha.
but one of our member,
the bassist,
kampong santiago molest,
who dont even know what's a bass and how's a bass look and sounds like,
emo aside leaving us there enjoying ourselves.

working tomorrow,
so gonna go have a good rest.
i pray that God will continue to bless me in different areas =)
also pray healing to simon's dad!!!