| The rules:Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test. (: I miss somebody right now. I don't want TeeVee these days. I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games. I've tried marijuana. I have been in a threesome. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. I curse sometimes.(in the past...) I have changed alot mentally over the last year. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. I'm TOTALLY smart. I'ver broken someone's bones. I'm paranoid sometimes. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I need money right now. I love sushi. I talk really, really fast. I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. I like the way i look. I am usually pessimistic. I have alot of moodswings.(in the past...) I have a hidden talent. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have. I have alot of friends. I am currently single. I have pecked someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone. I practically live in trackpants or PJ pants. I love to shop. I would rather shop than eat. I don't hate anyone. I'm a pretty good dancer. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I have a cell phone. I believe in God. I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I've rejected someone before. I have no idea what i want to do with the rest of my life. I want to have children in the future. I have changed a diaper before. I've called the cops on a friend before. I'm not allergic to anything.(i allergic to birds' nest hahaha!) I have alot to learn. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. I am shy around the opposite sex. I have tried alcohol before. I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. I own the "South Park" movie. I would die for my best friends. I think Pizza Hut has the best pizza. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it. I am happy at this moment. I'm obsessed with guys. I study for tests most of the time. I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. I am comfortable with who i am right now. I have more than just my ears pierced. I walk barefoot whenever i can. I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles. I spend ridiculous money on makeup. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.(Founders' and President award) I'm proficient in a musical instrument. I work at McDonald's restaurant.I hate office jobs. I love sci-fi movies.I think water rules. I want to college out of state. I like sausages. I love kisses. I fall for the worst people. I adore bright colours. I can't live without black eyeliner. I don't know why the hell i did this stupid thing. I can't whistle. I have ridden/owned a horse. I still have every journal i've written in. I can't stick to a diet. I talk in my sleep. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. Climbing trees are a brilliant past-time. I have jazz in my blood. I wear a toe ring. I have a tatoo.(my bro have.. i dont have and i dont want to have) I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with. I am a caffeine junkie. I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. I have been to over 15 conventions. I will collect anything, the more nonsensical the better. I'm an artist. I only clean my room when necessary. I like a person of the same sex. I love being happy. I am an adrenaline junkie. I STABBED MYSELF!! |
what's the BEST nickname that you have? -aloy i think... almost everyone calls me that you think suicide is the best way? -if its the best way then the whole world will suicide liao rate your social life from scale 1 - 10 -i think 6... are you in love with someone at the moment? -good qn.. i go back think haha you missing someone at the moment? -hmmm would you die for the one you love? -ya do you think love hurts? -ya what's the worst thing about love? -you love someone but then that someone dont love you loh.. what's the best thing about love? -when you are down, someone is always there for you?? will you wait for someone you love? -ya what song that best decribes your love life at the moment? -dont know.. you wanna get married? -ya have you talked to the person you love for the past 24 hours? -hmmm... do you keep memories or try to forget them? -i keep some and also try to forget some is love always on your side or the opposite way? -both also got lah i think are you sick of love? -no are you sick of questions of love? -sometimes.. what are you going to do today-tomorrow? -do hw today... fail geog test tomorrow what do you want so badly right now? -FOOLSCAP!!! i run out of foolscap to do maths!! what's the song that you last downloaded? -i forgot liao how much do you love music? -i dont know leh... do you play an instrument? -ya... i pri sch play recorder de hor... what movie did you last watch? -i so long nv watch movie le... also forgot what movie i last watch do you believe in love forever? -maybe what's in your mind right now? -where is the nearest shop i can get foolscap other than POPULAR!! what song is in your mind right now? -When I Look To The Sky?? |
| something to say to u... if u think that i had abused my authourity, let me tell u, i did not... maybe im abit too unreasonable asking u come out of game, but i did not use the name of DY to order u!! rememeber u are a BB boy.. even if not during cca, u are still a BB boy... are u trying to tell me that if sir came to order u not during cca time, he is abusing his authourity?? |
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| Haiz... cant believe that i'm the fool again... this brings me to the song sing by Westlife 'Fool Again' ... i feels like that 'mei2 you3 ren2 ba3 wo3 fang4 zai4 yan3 li3' they just thought that i am easily being fooled, so fool me again and again... once i'm okay with it, but not once liao... and also really very angry of myself today!! things may get worst if i did not walk off that time, luckily shaorui say ' better go now, or something bad happens to u.. ' i really cant take it anymore... then i listen to shaorui and just stand up and walk off to the toilet... on the way in the canteen, tears are in my eyes... the anger in me ends after i get out of the school gate halfway, when my fist relaxes... the anger is gone.... but i'm still blaming myself... sometimes things are really easier said than done... maybe people out there really cant understand about me and shaorui bah... actually i realized some common things between both of us... thats why in school i always hang out with him, coz got things can tell him... even if cannot express it out... he also understands... same goes to him too... everytime we 2 promised each other we will do it... WE WILL!!! but what happens in the end is we did not do it... then alot of ppl are saying we hum... maybe thats true... but i feels that i'm more useless than shaorui... shaorui, don't give up on the things you do... remember, your good buddy is always there for you, and your deputy will be there to support you in BB too... as i have promised to you that i will help you if you needs help.... this i can be sure that i will do it! so i just wish you good luck, and smile more... dont be like me, okay?? |
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sad... the team i support, Portugal, lost in the semi finals... haiz.... but nvm hope they win in the third-fourth placing match this coming sunday!!! haha had been supporting Portugal since 2004 when they play in the Euro Cup... haha anyway i felt really happy as nowadays i manage to cope my studies better than before!! haha but still struggling with some difficulties... but hope that as time goes by, things can be fine... and my studies will improve again.. haha well yesterday we had our NCOC... as shaorui had told the people who are present in the NCOC what is our aim of this year... JM Fraser Gold Honour Roll, i believe we can do it if everyone cooperates with the NCO council and disciplined themselves, and also plays a part in BB... if our companies out there can achieve Gold Honour Roll for their JM Fraser, like 87th... why cant we? we can be just like 87th... 87th's spirit is strong! and i believe if the year 3s can help out, our spirit will be strong too... and we can once again uphold the name of 62nd Company, right? lets bring honour to our company... just only winning Gold for bible quiz is not enough... we need our company standard to rise up... even if it is not as good as other company, but if as good as our pioneer BB seniors, i will be really glad! well this is my current dream for 62nd as well as our CSM's dream... some year 3s BB boys out there, i believe i have talk to u guys personally, so hope u guys can really help to maintain discipline... CSM and DY is not enough... 2 of us cant help to bring the BB 62nd name up... it will be u guys, whether u guys wan to help out and participate... as we have set this target for our company, so lets work hard for it!! next will be AQ, as this year's AQ was quite disappointing, the 4 AQ boys will be participating again next year!!! haha good news right!?! our aim for BB AQ 2007 is Top 6 position, which we almost achieve this year but failed... and also Gold for AQ!!! the AQ motto that motivates us "62nd, GO! GO! GO!!" anyway guys out there, im not a BB freak... it just my cca... and i want to play a part in it so i wont regret when i graduate from opss, at least i got something to remember what i had done in my sec sch life... im devoted to BB, yes... but that is another type of devotion to it... im not like addicted to BB okay haha... so dont misunderstood me as a BB freak or what... its just a fun and nice cca that i like, thats all... |
well, this post is about the case between me,shaorui with jasper....tues something happens and jasper fan1 lian3 with shaorui and me... well jasper seems to still think me and shaorui are in the wrong as we cannot ask him out of game for just 1 min!! 1 min!!! my goodness... im just calling jasper out of the game for a while and that while last for a minute only... but he chose to fan1 lian3 with me maybe 10 days? 10 months? 10 years? or even forever... why dont he just that 1 minute that time and everything will be in peace... so me and shaorui dont need stress even after camp and before going camp... we are discussing about how to stop this... now when jasper saw us... he was like as dont know as... haiz... i dont wish our friendship with jasper will end like this... but i really got something to say... according to what me and shaorui have see jasper this year when he came back to BB, we realize he had a bit of attitude problems... now i think that shaorui and me were not wrong, and i also think jasper not coming out of game is not wrong too, but jasper was wrong after he end the game and defy us... actually i dont think calling him out of game was wrong, it is reasonable as just wanna ask him a few things and pass him his poncho... also not ask him not to play for the rest of his life... and the thing about he break his promise... i dont care liao lah... he want continue his pasal... all people who promises me something all also nv keep their promise... now in my life, my dictionary dont seems to have keeping promise this phrase... everyone around me who promises me something, but in the end the promises is broken maybe this is my life bah... everyone dont just seems to give a damn about me... maybe God wants my life to be this way... but its actually painful inside me... everytime just really feels like crying, but i just cant... why all things just happens to me like this?? family prob, financial prob to me and my mother, friendship prob between me and a few guys, studies prob, and also a few more... why cant i just live peacefully in a nice family and live a in way that i wont hate people, studies is average good, and also maybe love bah... haiz... i wonder why i nv kena depression... so many things so stress, maybe outside me, u people dont seems im stress, but inside me was like i cannot tahan... family prob and money, i just cant say it out to my father about it... then alot things also cant say it out.... i came to believe a bit in christianity during cell... when leslie helped me pray about my studies, got one lame one he pray for my BGR -.- , haha but the studies... i go temple pray all this, but i dont get the feeling... but i still believe in buddhist all this lah... at first i dont really believe in christianity, until when leslie open his mouth and pray for my studies after he heard my studies prob, i cried... true... tears just roll down my cheek... that moment i was like feeling as if Jesus wants to help me too... as for hatred for some people, dont wanna continue hate le... i have hated since pri 5 till now... and hate people is really tired, i made this decision is becoz i watch the 7pm show yesterday and they got say about hating people... i wont hate him, but will just treat him as stranger and my BB mate too bah... as for another guy who still say that im his so called "didi" well as i last year already started to hate him a bit... as it another story... this year hate him more is something more worst, but just wanna stop hating him and treat as my BB primer bah...sorry to u if i have treated u so cold this year... i will treat u as a primer as from now on... then about love, i think alot people know about my first love in pri sch bah also known as chu1 lian4 haha... well that was a happy but tiring and sian period of time, started during pri 4 ended pri 6... haha pri sch story so long le... forgot alot things also... then sec sch... also alot people know lah hor, started sec 1...till now havent end yet...haha this love seems to be totally different from pri sch... this love changes me totally, im different from who i am in the last time... maybe this love to me is true love bah... but this period of love is the most painful... its really very painful lah... coz got alot things lah... but hope everything will be fine... then as for the rest of the probs... also hope it go smoothly lah... i really hope that i can forget all this probs one day... those minor de nvm... but those painful experience de... i really want to forget, even if something changes it to be not painful anymore... but there is already a big cut in my heart... that hurts me since im born.... this cut has been with me 15 years... haha anyway i write all this is becoz nobody to tell mah... haha so say out here loh... haha u guys dont need care lah... read read can le... i not want u all help... its my own probs so i dont wish other ppl to suffer too ^ ^ |