today was a tiring day.
physically tired,
mentally tired,
and emotionally tired.
Lord, let me rest!
fell asleep in class a few times.
sbq test i totally anyhow cross-refer to other source de,
do finish i sleep le -.-
after school,
stayed back with joel, yingshi, qionghui and sarah.
yingshi and sarah went to find mr goh to ask chem,
so me, joel and qionghui were chatting there.
OMG!
qionghui found out le.
haha shhhhh........
i know you will =)

joel was happy he first time finish doing his chi paper,
haha.
but meanwhile complaining he had stomachache since morning,
and the fan blowing him makes him feel colder,
and stomachache became worst -.-
3pm we 3 went home,
cause yingshi staying back till quite late,
and joel cannot stay back too late hahaha!
joel forgot to alight at his stop.
so he took all the way to interchange and took 851 with me.

went prayer at occ.
haha the venue not at occ theatre le,
now at ballroom sia!
and tomorrow's youth service also at ballroom.
cool!
Pastor Glenn Lim will be playing electric guitar tomorrow.
yeah man!
he was from miss mary's church,
but heard that he left that church o.O
hmm, i dont know.
today yushan's birthday,
after prayer,
sang birthday song for her,
then we told james that tomorrow daryl's birthday.
HEEHEEHEEEHEEEE!!!!
YOU'RE DEAD DARYL!!!
and NS is on his way.
he's getting scared of the trainings liao.
haha.

after prayer,
the rest going punggol there celebrate yushan's birthday.
james and i went to yio chu kang there de coffee shop emo.
heard from him that the BB primers/GB advisors camp will be fun.
haha waiting for that camp to come!
and my batch de who going to be primers will be doing the BBSGB,
cause our camp held at BB campus,
not BB/GB campsite le.
it may be a 3D2N camp =)
after supper,
sir james send me home.
THANKS!

hmm...
i seriously tired sia,
like lack of sleep like that,
but i slept 10+ everyday le.
in school still tired.
and i'm also mentally tired,
mind everything was to chiong my studies and excel in my o lvl.
i'm also emotionally tired.
sad for this and that,
but so what.
they don't even care.
and also the friendship between me and you seems gone already,
no more liao.
this friendship i used to cherish a lot,
but you don't even seems to care at all.
forget it.
i wanna thanks God,
cause He is my comforter when i'm down, sad, depressed, etc.
He is my guidance when i'm lost.
He is always with me and i'm never lonely,
but still i will feel lonely.
and He is the one i seek when i have problems and when i need help too.
and also there are some people out there who always listen to my stories,
i kept flooding them with sms-es,
in msn type and type non-stop.
THANKS FOR ALL OF YOUR PATIENCE!!!
not many people have the patience to listen to long stories de.
thanks a lot!

i felt that the things i've done the past 3 years,
were all nothing and useless.
i have totally wasted my time.
done so much,
yet things turned out this way.
i regretted not knowing God earlier.
if sec 1 i joined BB and wanting to know more about God,
my life would be better!
but sec 1 and 2,
i don't even believe in God,
and don't even want to know about God at all.
wanna give a big THANKS to sherman.
he was the one who brought me closer to God,
cause that time was good friday 2006,
he invited some of us to cell,
and after that i become regular in cell le.
also wanna thanks sir james for sharing so much things about God,
and also the youth camp 2006 that let me believe more in God.
thanks daryl for the few mentoring lessons!
thanks sir james for the follow-up lessons!
haha!
you guys had help me changed my life by knowing God!
i felt that i'm quite different from the past.
qionghui also said i used to have this scary face which looks angry like that,
snf when people see also don't dare talk to me.
i still remember sec 1 first day,
when we need to choose a piece of paper with a name on it,
when my paper was written yingshi's name,
and yingshi's paper was written my name.
we supposed to sit together and talk about ourselves.
but we didn't.
qionghui today told me yingshi that time dare not is because,
my face looks scary -.-

qionghui said i look like some sort of bad guy's spy in a good guy society.
cause i have that bad guy face.
wahahahahaha!
and they complain i sec 1/2 very chao bin(smelly face)
they were telling sarah how different am i now,
and saying i'm not like that in the past,
not so siao, ra-ra, crazy.
i tried demonstrating how i always look like when i come to class during sec 1 and 2,
butt failed.
cause i kept laughing XD
and yah,
sarah cannot tahan me and my qian da-ness.

haiz....
i think i had break enough le,
haven't start studying and revising.
tomorrow will start le,
hopefully i can concentrate and study much harder than prelims.
though there's improvement in my prelim results,
i can't think that o level will be the same.
so i will work hard to achieve my goals!

GoForIt!!