people may feel sad, depress etc for certain reasons.
it's okay to feel sad.
but you must know the reason why.
it's also perfectly okay for boys or even men to cry.
who in the world said that males can't cry.
men have always been saying,
"cannot cry lah, cry liao will paiseh. people see i will lao kui"
this is totally bullshit.
why can't men cry?
if men can't cry,
then why do God create feelings for?
real man cries,
and this shows that they have emotions =)
i'm a human too,
i do feel sad and lousy,
thinking that everything is going against me etc.
but compare to those people living in slump areas,
i'm living a much better life than them.
so why do people who are living far much better life than them complaining day and night?
sometimes we are selfish,
we asked too much.
we are already living a normal life where there's light, bed, food, air-con, fan, tv, computer etc.
but we just felt that these are not enough.
what about those living in slump areas??
some don't even have bed to sleep.
some don't even know what's a computer.
so why not just appreciate for what have and not complain.
it's better to appreciate than to complain, right?

there are some people who will sure say,
"aiya, you don't know lah. you won't know how i feel lah, you can't help me de."
well, it's not up to me to help you,
but instead it's up to YOU yourself to help yourself in order to let me help you.
if you can't even help yourself,
how could me this normal human help you??
think about it yourself whether are you really feeling so bad that no one can help you?
or are you just saying it for the sake of saying it?
there is this person who acted as if he has a BIG serious problem,
and kept asking me to help him.
hey hey,
it's not i don't wanna help you boy,
but it's that there's no problem with that at all!!!
are you trying to ask me to do the impossible??
your that problem is perfectly alright,
it's not even a problem at all.
so why are you asking me to help you?
you want me to help you create problem to it???

prayers are not enough.
apart from praying,
you need to put in effort, and also have the right attitude.
ask not for the wrong motives,
that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.
but instead ask with the right motive according to His will.
sometimes we do ask things,
and ended up sitting there waiting for that thing to come to us.
like for example,
asking for money is not wrong,
but ask it with a right motive.
if you ask and sit there,
thinking that the money will drop from the sky,
do you think God will give you?
No.
but if you ask and you work hard to achieve it,
you will get it!
this joker guy, Ramadhan, has always been saying this 3 words,
"Don't be naive."
and this is famous among weishen and ivan.
they had been using it too.
this 3 words are indeed true.
we can't be naive thinking things will happen the way we want,
because all these are only our desire.
they aren't the fact at all.
we have to shift our mindset a bit and think the other way,
and only do our best to make things the way we want.
so instead of sitting there waiting for things to happen,
GoForIt!!
and you might changed things around you.
some people may be thinking,
"Aloysius, then you leh? Say liao but you yourself also didn't do anything."
i admit i didn't do anything,
but it's not that i don't want.
it's just i'm too indecisive.
i'm always too dependent on others,
and can't even decide small things like what to eat.
i am trying to do something,
but the thoughts in my mind seems to change and change,
i'm just stuck.

there might be people who hate me.
it's actually alright to be hated,
and i know my attitude sometimes cause people to hate me.
i do have bad attitude and bad habits,
you can't expect me to be perfect ^ ^
even the most famous people in the world can be hated by someone.
sometimes we do hate people too,
and for some reasons we hate people like as if we going to start a war between each other.
and i do hate some people too,
but as time pass, i no longer hate them.
cause i know that hating one people is tiring,
as i always remember the bad things.
there's this one guy i hated in primary school until early secondary school,
but now i no longer hate that person anymore.
it takes time for the hatred to fade away,
it also takes time for a feeling to fade away.
hatred and feelings come easily,
but for them to leave,
it's seems like it's taking our lifes haha.
all we need is time,
cause time can heal X)

guess i had enough of what i wanna say le.
heehee ^^
tomorrow there's no cell,
so James will be coming school 1pm to do follow-up with me.
think it will last about an hour.
will be staying back awhile and need to leave by 3.30.
because tomorrow we are going to FOP.
meeting the rest 5.10 at yishun BK.
if i leave school 4pm,
i will be rushing like siao man!
haha.
i'm done for today,
God bless each and everyone of you reading my blog as well as those not reading =)
Good Night~!

GoForIt!!