today was feeling very very ultra lousy,
firstly i can't concentrate on my physics practical.
coz that time was the time that i wanna go................
haiz =(
sorry, i can't make it today.
coz of physics practical test.
T.T
heard that he cried a lot of times today =(
which makes me cry when i think of it.

2nd thing that happened caused me to feel so lousy was my parents.
=(
my mum told my dad i attended church.
when i reached home,
he called and reprimanded me.
warning me not to convert into a christian.
at first he said,
"where we started with, we will continue it. don't go against me. understand"
as i don't really know what he meant,
so i said no.
he straight away say we take joss sticks de,
so i also must.
he didn't stop me from going church,
coz he said he know that church has activities,
and he allowed me to go church activities with church people.
but he just don't allowed me to convert into a christian.
he said if i convert,
i will get into trouble =(
haiz...
i'm going mad soon!!!!
ARRGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God, what should i do??
things had changed so much.
and it seems like i'm the one who caused everything.
=(

GoForIt!!