today i was late!
actually won't be late de,
because i called my father and he told me 6.55am wait downstairs.
but he came at 7.13am!!
car reached sch,
i reached foyer,
bell already rang before i reached there.
everyone in the parade sq standing le,
then i heard,
"school sedi-a"
so i stood there loh.
after national anthem all this,
i sat at the foyer there with adrain they all.
i planned to go back after mr nath finished his speech.
but when mr nath was about to finish,
the councillor, ronald came and ask me did i reached parade sq before bell rang.
i said no,
then he asked me go write down my name -.-

sian loh,
after national anthem,
the 2 councillor who saw me walked into school also nv say anything when i sat there for so long.
haha but nvm lah,
late means late mah,
so 2nd SIP loh.
first time SIP because i late,
second time SIP also because i late,
and 2 times i late de reasons also same.
mr naufal gave me 30mins of SIP next wed!!
haha thats way better than previous time,
2hours!

sadden by a news which i found out mon night,
chris benoit died.
both good friends who were born in the same year died,
one died 2 years ago,
one found dead on monday afternoon with his wife and son.
2 years ago,
his good friend eddie guerrero died because of heart failure,
now chris benoit death is still under investigation,
but it is believed that was suicide,
as on sunday midnight,
he sent 5 sms-es to co-workers,
4 was about his home address,
1 was about the entry to his house.
=( sad for both good friends.
Eddie Guerrero: 1967-2005
Chris Benoit: 1967-2007

recently,
i was feeling upset,
and this feeling was so complicated that i can't even express them in words.
i even felt that i'm rather useless.
all that i can do is this much!
haiz...
but i'm gonna throw away these thoughts and feelings this weekend!
saturday BIG HOOHA EVENT!!!
sunday YOUTH SERVICE!
finally, waited so long for youth service!
and this time speaker is pastor leon steward again!!
he is a great speaker.
he thought me a lot of things!!
i love hearing him preach too,
he is a funny man afterall.
hopefull this weekend,
i will be able to throw away all thoughts and feelings i had.
i don't wanna be that Aloysius in the past,
who seems to be suffering from depression.
i wanna be ME =)
i don't know what might come in future,
but i know that my God had a perfect plan for me ahead!

GoForIt!!