| i'm so depressed =( why all these things happened to me and my family?? WHY?? but after crying out, i felt much better le =) why am i so stupid?? why i kept doing the same old mistakes i did in the past??!?! i'm never try, but yet i said i tried. i don't think it's the problem with my courage or what, is just whether am i willing to go and do it. even if i'm willing to, it's not enough, coz i have to do it to prove i'm willing to! but yet after 3 years of mistakes, i still didn't learn from it, i simply choose to hope miracles will happen. miracles do happen, but not all the time, i should at least try doing something rather than waiting for miracles to happen. haiz... what's the use of saying all these, i just won't do it, and i will find excuses like "i don't dare, i scared, etc." is it really i dare not, or what?? |