feeling extremely tired today.supposed to be studying bio test during the hour de,but i end up sleeping for around 45mins.even though its holiday, but it dont seems to be holiday to me.i have to wake up everyday 6am as usual, go to sch.even my captain ask holiday why still go back sch remedial.
heard good news from my brother,
he passed his motor licence le and my father bought him a motor liao.
^ ^ happy for him.
earlier this month, he also passed his driving licence in army.
so now he can drive both car and motor le!!
haha can see that he is very happy,
so now if my father morning cannot come fetch me,
i just have to ask my brother drive me to sch first before he go back his camp.
haha no lah, later he late then i die. today weiming not taking 169 coz his mother coming to fetch him home,
so i walk alone all the way to the swimming complex there de bus-stop.
haha actually wanted to take 851 or 852 home de,
but end up decided to walk slowly, enjoy the wind, watching vehicles on the road and thinking about things.
recently, i'm bombarded(wow chim word, think didnt use wrongly bah) with different thoughts again.
that complicated thoughts and feelings are all back.
make me feel so tired, why cant things be easier for me.
why cant i be more decisive??!?!
even for MCQ, choosing between A or C is so difficult for me!!!
its just 2 choices!
just choose 1 only,
BUT I CANT DO IT!
i envy shaorui,
he is a decisive person, someone who does things in order and never fails to do it.
he can decide what to do for himself.
but sometimes, things that he decided to do make me feel unhappy about his decision.
i managed to talk with him one day in sch after my remedial.
ever since starting of the year 2nd jan,
i had never sit down and chat with him le.
i talk to him about things that he had done that makes me feel unhappy,
and i ask if he realized these few days i had been angry with him.
he knows it, but he chose to ignore it i guess.
reason why i'm angry with him that time is because he was being irresponsible for his actions.
but i didn't blame him, i think again and i felt that its myself to blame.
now, nth le.
everyday okay le, and i respect what he does and try not to ask him why le.
cause i believe what he is doing will be right,
and i believe these were what he actually wanted to do in the past,
but failed.
now he had the chance, he had done it. to shaorui: maybe adeline had not told u about it, but i just want to tell u, it's not your fault.
i blame myself for being selfish.
good luck in things that u do, and God will bless u.
still rmb that time in cell we prayed for each other?
i believe God had answered my prayer le. to daryl: dont worry!!! i will find your watch for u de!!!!! pray hard that i will find it, cause i will!!!!! =)
good luck in whatever u do.
going NS in just few months time?
haha gonna miss man!
come for the concert wor. to YOU: u wont know "YOU" is u, haha cause u just wont know lah.
good luck and all the best!
to aloysius: hope u recover soon from the injury.
i will always be your 'big' bro de!!
need help i will be there for u! to minggui: haha kk i will try to smile more de.
smile like -->=) smile wide wide!!
i try lah. ^^ to weiming: u seems to be the most GL person,
but the fact is still that u lose to PINKY!! to ivan: dont always audi aui lah.
study!! get 70% this year!!
and for the seoul garden,
need help ask me lah.
i decided to help u liao ^ ^ to weishen: dont always ps ppl.
aeroplane where nice put.
and after sch straight away go home lah!
5+ leave sch can 7.30 then reach home de arh?
and also study hard!!! to 62nd: buck up guys.
work towards the GOLD this year.
we will soon know what we get for last year le!!
the upcoming NCOC, lead well!! to 62nd and 87th AQ team: lets work towards our champion this year!! and lastly
to myself: work hard for BB, work hard for studies.
and at the end of the day, i shall play hard after o lvls!! yawnz.... talk too much crap le ^ ^
still got compo draft havent do yet.
got to do now le bye.
3/13/2007 06:19:00 PM
McAnthony
*Aloysius
*17
*62nd Boys' Brigade
*2007 Founder's Man
*Warrant Officer 2007
*Cadet Lieutenant(Primer)2008
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