| came back from the simulation hike le, can say we are lacking, haiz... ytd night was abit rush for me, and i reach church office late. in sch ytd, got drill lesson for the FAAs, due to our stage 2 taken off by chen hui, so we need training, and alot of us dont know some movement. to u: sorry for what i actually did to u, and i was really shocked when u raise your voice and show attitude to me, first time sia, but i know i ask of u too much le. sorry. after drill ends at 4.15, i hang around watch the NCC speech day training, then after that went to canteen to read my stuffs le, i think i spend 30 mins or more reading, first time sia... then suddenly jh come with a hello panda biscuits ask me want not, haha but i nv eat, then after that i realize i havent eat my lunch and dinner yet, and it's already 6pm le. went up listen to mr low and mr tan talk talk. sian business management require eng b3, then r2 must be maths and combined humans and other 2 best subjects. now need pia maths and combined humans le. oh yah, afternoon also got back report book, first thing i saw is the first 3 subjects underlined =( i was so sad, but after play with balvinder one round basketball, i felt much better, i put all my sadness onto the basketball and throw them away ^ ^ ok back to meet the parent session, other ppl is meet the parent, i is meet the student. haha. i was standing at the hall, then mr joseph goh, the dnt teacher came to talk to me. he told me some tips of improving english, he say if i scoring c6, it maybe can improve till b4 or even b3. haha, hope that i can really improve my eng loh. then he say if your eng improve, automatically, your other subjects will also slightly improve de. then after shaorui finish meeting the teachers, he accompanied me go abc that coffee shop eat dinner first, then went church office. reach there zun zun 8, then end up 9.30. i took a cab and rush back home. meeting darren at yishun interchange, so after bathing, i grab my things take cab down to yishun again. today after the hike, i barely can walk properly, my both feet hurts like siao >.< hike started 7, and we completed it at 1.30. open team started later than us 10 mins like that, but end up they overtake us and completed much earlier. join them for lunch, after lunch, we all went pasar malam. coz last week, few of us wanted to buy the "gay" cover for our hp, but not enough money. today, we had enough, so leslie, jieming, linchuan and i bought. leslie and my hp same model, so bought same de, and we 4 all same colour ^ ^ later at night youth service, we gonna be qian da by showing off our hp HAHA. i felt that i'm being hidden in the dark. there are plenty of things that i dont even know. i have a feeling that u know about it, but u just dont wanna tell me. i really dont know what to do, i had been thinking about it day and night, hoping that something might happen that can help me. why cant i just do it myself??? i felt that i kept finding excuses for myself. 1. Loneliness is caused by isolating ourselves. 2. Loneliness is caused by circumstances beyond our control. 3. Loneliness is caused by spiritual or psycological isolation. 4. Loneliness is caused by society. 5. Loneliness is caused by a particular path we've chosen or a specific decision we've made. of all 5, maybe 3 are the reasons for me. |