| this week is a tiring week. mon to tues reach home at around 10. wed reach home 10.30, then this 3 days slept at 12am. reason i reach home so late is becoz of super-teens!! i find this workshop quite useful, but i dont know how long the effect of the workshop will last o me. maybe mr pang say that effect may not last for some of us might be true bah. but i will try tahan!! coz after super-teens, i realize what i want to study le!!! the course i want to study in poly is what i always wanted to study when i was sec 1!! but the reason why later i chose not to study is becoz of my maths. but now i decided to study BUSINESS MANAGEMENT!!! eng need b3 -.- i will work hard for that b3!! and i want 7 'A's!!!!!!!! haha some ppl see le will confirm say this to me "BU KE NENG DE LA!" joel heng is one of them -.- ytd after alpha reach home almost 12. i wake up today 5.30 -.- just to reach sch early to open the bb room. meet joel 7 at khartib mcdonalds for breakfast. reach sch 7.10, then i slack in bb room le. kicking soccerball around in parade sq with joel and shaorui early 7.30. haha. but 8am GB and band all come use parade sq le, so stop playing liao. after that i went to bb room slack again while the rest at canteen. while i was slacking, i took out my book and started reading. i came to read this topic " What are you afraid of?" its talks about fears. everyone's afraid of something, and for me i do have fears. not one, but quite a few. but the book says it's okay to be afraid once in a while, but it's not okay to let our fears take the best of us. for instance, if you don't have many friends because you are afraid to make friends, then fear is robbing you of an important part of life. determine to overcome it. haha i do fear to make friends in the past, but i think i overcome abit le bah. i came one part which i quite agree with it. it says "Could it be that the reason you are not growing spiritually is because you are afraid of what God might ask of you? Do you avoid opposite-sex friendships because you are scared of not knowing what to say or how to act? What about witnessing? Are you afraid that others will make fun of you?" i seriously afraid of what God might ask of me, coz i might now know what to do. i may have avoid opposite-sex friendships before because i'm scared of not knowing what to say or how to act. i still remember when during pri 1, i rarely talk to girls in class. haha. and i also afraid others will make fun of me too. haha kk enough of my long stories, back to bb. today, the main 6 aq boys and 1 reserve was announced. lin chuan is still the team captain!!! congratz!!! haha he will be our captain in aq team forever!!! even next year open team! all 4 of us made it into the team, including 2 sec 3s, joel and sean wee. sadly, kee ching is the reserved. 2 more months of bb, and i will step down le. will be having one camp before stepping down. sec 2s must be prepared, it will be tougher than last year RTC because got me ^ ^ haha okay thats all for this week. STAY TUNE TO THE NEXT EPISODE!!! OUT NEXT WEEK. |