| since last week,i had been crawling out of bed 5.55am everday!!! and last sunday 5.30am!!!!!!!!!! and everyday sleep at around 12, but dont know why suddenly 4+ will wake up. this happens almost everyday. but yesterday, i managed to sleep peacefully. woke up 8.30am, not tired le ^ ^. when i was about to continue last qn loci which i stop yesterday, i found out that i dont have a compass!!!! arrghhh... later need go popular to buy 1 le, coz tml need hand in the hw. manage to slack after so many tests, hws, cca, church events. today im totally free from stress ^ ^ while slacking, i have been thinking about few years back. things had changed alot in my life. and i have also changed too. i realized im less active nowadays, unlike pri sch, run here run there, play and play. sec 1 still can lah... after that i less active le.. only do things i interested, its like i flesh without a spirit. meanwhile people around me change too ^ ^ change to better, also got change to worst de. also, many things happened to me this 3 year. sec 1, its like nth happen at all, everyday happy go lucky. sec 2, family probs start to get worst, although its already worst before i even can see the world. then come to sec 3, studies getting worst and worst, family probs never better, and i realize i hadly smile -.- but i started going for cell around june last year. that doesnt change me much. but after going for soul survivor camp, i did have some changes, haha abit only lah. this year, i manage to sit down and study for my tests, unlike last year. class test also bo chap. but one thing still doesnt change. the fears that i have -.- haha, glad to have joel accompanying me since last december. have been going to church cell, youth service and church camp with him. well, hope that i can concentrate on my studies better than last year. try not to fall asleep in class!!! which i did quite a few times this week -.- and do well for my exams!! that time go NYP open house, i was looking at the course which i wanted to go when i was sec 1 ^ ^ but since sec 2 i decided not to go that course le, which is business management. haha eng need b3 leh. SIAO! haha anyway i had already decided to go NYP since pri sch, if not then other polys loh. if can go JC, then most likely is innova or anderson le. well see how my results for o lvl then decide loh, now think o lvl first, poly, jc later ^ ^ MONDAY, TUESDAY, WEDNESDAY SUPERTEENS!!! SIAN! I EVERYDAY REACH HOME 10+ FOR SURE DE!!! LATER SUPERSTAR MUST WATCH EH!!! TML MUST BRING TIE NOT ARH????? O.o |