| Haiz... cant believe that i'm the fool again... this brings me to the song sing by Westlife 'Fool Again' ... i feels like that 'mei2 you3 ren2 ba3 wo3 fang4 zai4 yan3 li3' they just thought that i am easily being fooled, so fool me again and again... once i'm okay with it, but not once liao... and also really very angry of myself today!! things may get worst if i did not walk off that time, luckily shaorui say ' better go now, or something bad happens to u.. ' i really cant take it anymore... then i listen to shaorui and just stand up and walk off to the toilet... on the way in the canteen, tears are in my eyes... the anger in me ends after i get out of the school gate halfway, when my fist relaxes... the anger is gone.... but i'm still blaming myself... sometimes things are really easier said than done... maybe people out there really cant understand about me and shaorui bah... actually i realized some common things between both of us... thats why in school i always hang out with him, coz got things can tell him... even if cannot express it out... he also understands... same goes to him too... everytime we 2 promised each other we will do it... WE WILL!!! but what happens in the end is we did not do it... then alot of ppl are saying we hum... maybe thats true... but i feels that i'm more useless than shaorui... shaorui, don't give up on the things you do... remember, your good buddy is always there for you, and your deputy will be there to support you in BB too... as i have promised to you that i will help you if you needs help.... this i can be sure that i will do it! so i just wish you good luck, and smile more... dont be like me, okay?? |